Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity
Nothing that you hold sacred nothing you believe
Your life is a contradiction
While you thrive on manipulation
I fighht to just hold on to what I believe

I won't become the thing I hate...
I won't become the thing I hate...
I won't become the thing I hate...
I won't become you

You've treated me like I'm a worthless piece of shit
You think like your in control but you make me sick
I want to watch you suffer
The way that you've made me suffer
I want to fuck up everything you've ever loved

But I won't become the thing I hate...
I won't become the thing I hate...
I won't become you


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    A snap of rage numbs the mind. And strengthens the body... the want to feel someone's blood gushing through your fingers... we've all likely felt this. Some can stop- and think about what their doing. Better themselves beyond the person they want so to see harmed in horrifying ways. Sometimes, the person doesn't get it- hell... alot of times the other person doesn get it. You better yourself again and again. They proceed to make them your worst enemy. And, ultimately what you loathe.. in the end, what it breaks down to.. is will you sink to their level, simply for the feeling of vengence, and seeing them in pain? After all... if they've hung in this long to make your life a living hell. Would it just start a war...? It isn't worth your time.
    AngelicDeathon July 18, 2002   Link
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    the world turns into a neverending hell.. ppl places things.. everything.. you try to take control.. and why you do you drag others down and make them suffer.. and they watch you suffer as your going down w/ them.. it all just turns into hate.. and the other person realizes what became of the pain and came to believe that being like that will get you nowhere.. becuz not just others fall down.. you do too
    stabbingwestwardchikon July 21, 2002   Link
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    eh...that was rad. Anyway, great song. its quite obvious what it means. Someone made him suffer and he wants her to suffer and feel pain. And then he says that he won't became the thing he hates...her. great fucken song.
    melancholic_punkon July 24, 2002   Link
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    eh...that was rad. Anyway, great song. its quite obvious what it means. Someone made him suffer and he wants her to suffer and feel pain. And then he says that he won't became the thing he hates...her. great fucken song.
    melancholic_punkon July 24, 2002   Link
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    This song was on a Duke Nukem game Time to Kill I think
    Frito_Banditoon August 23, 2002   Link
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    Hah, I used to think it was "i WILL become the thing I hate." Helluva great song. combines elements of metal and electronic.
    Emmelstoneon September 07, 2002   Link
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    Yes,this song was on Duke nukem.Fucking great song.
    Razormasticatoron July 02, 2003   Link
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    I think Angelic Death hit it right on the nose. Damn, I couldn't describe it better. I have to hand it to you, not too many people earn my agreement when it comes to a good description of any song. You seem cool.
    WinterOnyxon April 16, 2004   Link
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    I thought it was "i WILL..." for awhile too. Either way, it would still make enough sense to me. Great song. THink i first heard it on Duke Nukem
    HeyPetrayon October 29, 2004   Link
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    That PSX Duke game is also responsible for me knowing about Stabbing Westward. Awesome song.
    Luckzon April 29, 2005   Link

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