Everything Is a Lie

I used to think I knew what was going on
until I met you nothing seemed wrong
now I am sitting alone again
only this time it's different

you changed everything, but for the worse
what I thought was a gift
turned out to be a curse
pain and misery and no self worth

I climb into this musty place
my secret lonely space
in a drawer meant for one
is a hand with a gun

lets see who cares once I am dead
I put this bullet in my head
my brains spray all around the room
memories forgotten with one boom!

Lets be together for all our time
memories of our love lost in mind
we'll make love around the floor
you put these thoughts in my head!