Eremophilia

I don't want to feel
I don't want it real
I don't want to be alone
I don't want to be around
just because I know
that I'm going to fail
I don't want to break it
I don't want to take it
I just want them all to fail
how would you be able to
turn it off without me!?
I don't even want to know
I don't care about anything
because I don't
want to be around you
I don't want to pay anything
because I'm the one
that will always fail
I don't want to see you
I don't want to be you
I don't want you to be around
I don't want to hear you
I don't want to feel you
I just want to be alone
forget about the rules
anything for you Because
I don't want to be alone
don't think about following
me because I don't want you
to know the places that I go
fuck this world and it's
failed economy I
just want to be alone
my desires bring everything
that I remember of being alone
you just lie to me
exaggerate your needs
but I want to be alone
you claim that I'm your everything
but you are not my only life
just as everything that dies by the knife
it is divided by all the lies
I infatuate everything
you exaggerate because
I don't want to play again
I'm in love with you
but I hide away
because I want to be alone
I'm in love with her
but I'm hurting her
I do not want to be with you
I will always lie
just to modify
my feelings I have for you
I don't want to feel
I don't want to feel it
I don't want it real
I don't want to Know
I don't want to Fail
I don't want to care
I don't want to be you
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be alone
no I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't one two three
I just want to be alone