Slab

I wanted to be friends with her too
So my relationship could be the same as yours
I hated everyone just like you
Hating you should be introduced as a new law
Couldn't care less if I died right now
Who am I?
I don't know, you tell me
You seem to know everything else
Need a pathway need a guide
Contemplating suicide
Wish I could be like you
You say you care, but do you
Do you
Do you
Lived too long now you've come to take me to
A place where I can die
Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me
Can't be something but I'll try
Lived too long and waited to just drown
In my self pity I keep falling down
Want to be your soldier
Want to be your slave
I have no pride in myself
Only book that I own is called How To Lose
Pick a chapter, I know them all, just choose
Lived too long now you've come to take me to
A place where I can die
Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me
Can't be something but I'll try
Want to be your soldier
Want to be your slave
I have no pride in myself
That's how I behave
Go
I can't find
I can't find
I can't find
I can't find
Why
As you pump drugs into your bloodstream
I sit observing in disgust
Hoping that you will finally come clean
So I don't have to use this gun