Best Intentions

I've been wondering how
It's been years. Oh yes three years now
Since I have found what I'm looking for
Since I have found what I was before
Look at me now. I'm screaming
I'm crying out while I'm reeling
From jilted ambitions
Oh I have the best of intentions
And now I can't stop shaking
Because my will is breaking
Falling to pieces
Still I can't find the reason
To get me out of this place
Better off now in the worst ways
Falling to pieces
Maybe it's just what I needed
To get out of my own way
Better off now than in first place
I've been walking around
With my head stuck up in the clouds
So sick and tired of being
So sick and tired of this feeling
Look at me now. I'm screaming
I'm crying out while I'm dreaming
Of lofty ambitions
But I have the best of intentions
And now I can't stop shaking
Because my will is breaking
Falling to pieces
Still I can't find the reason
To get me out of this place
Better off now in the worst ways
Falling to pieces
Maybe it's just what I needed
To get out of my own way
Better off now than in first place
If there's a lesson in the fall
Then why do I care at all?
I just can't seem to recall
What I intended all along
Falling to pieces
Still I can't find the reason
To get me out of this place
Better off now in the worst ways
Falling to pieces
Still I can't find the reason
To get me out of this place
Better off now in the worst ways
Falling to pieces
Maybe its just what I needed
To get out of my own way
Better off now than in first place
Oh, better off now in the worst ways
Better off now than in first place