Never feel too good in crowds
With folks around
When they're playing
The anthems of rape culture loud
Crude and proud
Creatures baying
All I've ever done is hide
From our times
When you're near me
Honey, when you kill the lights
And kiss my eyes
I feel like a person for a moment of my life

But you don't know what hell you put me through
To have someone kiss the skin that crawls from you
To feel your weight in arms I'd never use
It's the god that heroin prays to

It feels good, girl, it feels good
It feels good, girl, it feels good
It feels good, girl, it feels good
Oh to be alone with you

There are questions I can't ask
Now at last
The worst is over
See the way you hold yourself
Reel against
Your body's borders
I know that you hate this place
Not a trace
Of me would argue
Honey, we should run away
Oh someday
Our baby and her momma
And the damaged love she make

But I don't know what else that I would give
Than try to kiss the skin that crawls from you
Then feel your weight in arms I'd never use
It's the god that heroin prays to

It feels good, girl, it feels good
It feels good, girl, it feels good
It feels good, girl, it feels good
Oh to be alone with you

It feels good, girl, it feels good
It feels good, girl, it feels good
It feels good, girl, it feels good
Oh to be alone with you


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To Be Alone Lyrics as written by Andrew Hozier Byrne Junior Kimbrough

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    My Interpretation

    This is my 3rd week of 'sobriety' on suboxone... for me, It's about loving pain killers that make you feel normal... Most users don't like people in general, people suck... So we prefer to be alone, with our pills... Once it hits, you rest, you feel like a person-- normal. The hell it puts you & your family thru when you don't have it, to have someone (family) kiss the skin that crawls from you is referring to the withdrawal symptoms... To feel your weight in arms I'd never use refers to not having to shoot up but feeling the high (weight) it brings, it's the God that heroin prays to bc its the new and improved heroin(maybe it's stronger? Fentanyl?). Feels good to be alone with you. When you're clean you still want to ask for more, even though the worst part of detox is over, just because you still aren't normal and able to feel hole in your own body, without a trace of the drugs in your system (and from the narrators pov) he really hates being sober... thinking that he should just give in and run away with his pills (baby) and maybe even try heroin (momma) bc of the damaged love (the high) it brings. Thinking about relapsing brings him to think about the withdrawals again and the everlasting feeling to get more, do it again, anything to try to ease the w/d symptoms and keep feeling the euphoria...

    mar1038747on April 06, 2019   Link

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