Cigarette smoke dances back in the window,
And I can see the haze on its own light
I'm conjuring ghosts on a forty hour ride home,
And they keep asking me what I'm doing with my life.

While my cousins go to bed with their wives.
I'm feeling like I've fallen behind.

Well, the highway won
I'm listening to traffic reports one on one
Coming quietly undone.
I was born to run
Away from anything good.
An escape artist's son
Sun-drenched pavement in my blood

The first thing that I do when I walk in is find a way out for when shit gets bad and

I've been looking for
Tears in the screen door (tears in the screen door).
I've been waiting for
Another disaster (another disaster).

Well I'm still afraid
Like a kid in the sixties
Staring at the sky
Waiting for the bomb to fall.
And it's all a lie
What they say about stability.
It scares me sometimes
The emptiness I see in my eyes.

And all the kids names I've ever liked recited tragedy.
Well, I don't want my children growing up to be anything like me.

I've been looking for
Tears in the screen door (tears in the screen door).
I've been waiting for
Another disaster (another disaster).

And I was kinda hoping you'd say.
I was kinda hoping you'd stay.

I keep a flashlight
And a small knife
In the corner of my bed stand.
I keep a flashlight
And the train times
But you wouldn't understand.
How could you understand?

Jesus Christ. I'm 26.
All the people I've graduated with,
All have kids,
All have wives,
All have people who care if they come home at night.

Well, Jesus Christ, did I fuck up?

I've been looking for
Tears in the screen door (tears in the screen door).
I've been waiting for
Another disaster (another disaster).

And I was kinda hoping you'd say.
I was kinda hoping you'd stay.
I was kinda hoping you'd stay.


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  • +5
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    the song title "Passing Through a Screen Door" is a acronym for PTSD(Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)"

    Cuthroatclarkon July 02, 2013   Link
  • +4
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    Now THIS, motherfuckers, is music.

    TheWonderYearsfanon March 27, 2013   Link
  • +4
    General Comment

    God. This song just gets me. Especially after reading the interview that came out with the release of this song- we never are going to find true stability and keep it. It literally illustrates my biggest fears. The allusion of the stability of a family, or a home, or a job. It can be ripped out from under you within a split second. I feel okay right now- but I know what it's like to be that kid waiting for a bomb to fall, running out of control on loose gravel. The thought of going through life feeling like that again literally brings me to tears. This song is exactly about that for me, and that moment where you kind of wish you had taken the opportunity to even have that sense of stability and, theoretically speaking, doing what you're supposed to be doing.

    allisonemnon March 27, 2013   Link
  • +2
    General Comment

    Also, I LOVE LOVE LOVE the reference to Me vs. The Highway - It looks like the highway won.

    But I was kinda hoping you'd stay...

    allisonemnon March 27, 2013   Link
  • +1
    General Comment

    Such a great song. I think "I was kind of hoping you'd stay" might be a reference to This Party Sucks "Say say you'll stay"

    Stiggler23on April 13, 2013   Link
  • 0
    My Interpretation

    This song has so many scenic moments and emotions--I love it. He's been on the road with the band for years and he's realizing that all his friends and family are moving on and growing up--his cousins are getting married and are starting familys...so why isn't he? What did he do wrong? (that's how he feels)

    "the highway won" because he's choosing to continue touring with the band instead of settling down "i was born to run, ect....." he feels like he turns around every good opportunity that comes to him "I've been looking for a tear in the screen door..."he's been looking for an escape or an answer to his problems? the next verse is unbelievably amazing, "I'm terrified....." It shows how he's so scared he's never going to have stability in his life and that noone really cares about him too much. "I keep a flashlight and a small knife In the corner of my bed stand. I keep a flashlight and the train times But you wouldn’t understand" To me this sounds like he's referring to cutting to take the pain and unknowing away and no one could understand what goes through his head and why he does it. "esus Christ I'm 26 All the people I graduated with All have kids All have wives All have people who care if they come home at night Well Jesus Christ, did I fuck up?" restates a point made in the beginning of the song that everyone is creating families and moving on and he's being left behind and wants to know what he did to deserve this. "I was kind of hoping you’d stay" Someone (referring to a girlfriend or just a best friend that he thought was always going to be there for him) has left his life and he thought that person was mean't to stay with him but even they left him.

    greenday68on October 25, 2013   Link
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    General Comment

    I think, with the exception of "find a way out for when shit gets bad", the fact that "well Jesus Christ, did I fuck up?" Is the first time that Soupy swears on the album really enhances the desperation in the song.

    It's also just so terrifying really; Soupy just bares his whole fears open in one line, and I'm certain I've screamed along with it more than once...

    WELL JESUS CHRIST, DID I FUCK UP?!

    JScott95on October 03, 2014   Link

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