This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Oh my God! I'm feeling crazy man
What could it be?
As I walk into this place there's people staring at me
Somehow I feel I've got a fucked up disease
As I part the seas
Fingers come out pointing at me
Do I make you laugh?
Do you think I'm funny? Ha ha
Or funny queer?
Bitch, get outta here
Let me make myself clear
I don't give a fuck
All you people can suck my motherfuckin' dick!
What's with the hostility?
Why is it so provoked?
You're living in a fantasy that I cope
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
Feel that you're superior
I feel your just plain absurd
Ridiculous vanity that is blurred
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
Oh my god! This shit is crazy man
Look at this scene as I watch these
Stupid people act like they are machines
They should really all drop their knees
Oh, the jealousy that's the one thing I guarantee
Do I make you laugh?
Do you think I'm funny? Ha ha
Or funny queer shit? Get out of here
Let me make myself clear
I don't give a fuck
All you people can suck my motherfuckin' dick!
What's with the hostility?
Why is it so provoked?
You're living in a fantasy that's how you cope
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
Feel that you're superior
I feel your just plain absurd
Ridiculous vanity that is blurred
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
What's with the hostility?
Why is it so provoked?
You're living in a fantasy that's how you cope
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
Feel that you're superior
I feel your just plain absurd
Ridiculous vanity that is blurred
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
What could it be?
As I walk into this place there's people staring at me
Somehow I feel I've got a fucked up disease
As I part the seas
Fingers come out pointing at me
Do I make you laugh?
Do you think I'm funny? Ha ha
Or funny queer?
Bitch, get outta here
Let me make myself clear
I don't give a fuck
All you people can suck my motherfuckin' dick!
What's with the hostility?
Why is it so provoked?
You're living in a fantasy that I cope
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
Feel that you're superior
I feel your just plain absurd
Ridiculous vanity that is blurred
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
Oh my god! This shit is crazy man
Look at this scene as I watch these
Stupid people act like they are machines
They should really all drop their knees
Oh, the jealousy that's the one thing I guarantee
Do I make you laugh?
Do you think I'm funny? Ha ha
Or funny queer shit? Get out of here
Let me make myself clear
I don't give a fuck
All you people can suck my motherfuckin' dick!
What's with the hostility?
Why is it so provoked?
You're living in a fantasy that's how you cope
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
Feel that you're superior
I feel your just plain absurd
Ridiculous vanity that is blurred
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
What's with the hostility?
Why is it so provoked?
You're living in a fantasy that's how you cope
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
Feel that you're superior
I feel your just plain absurd
Ridiculous vanity that is blurred
Go ahead, kick the shit out of me
It just fuels the comedy
Lyrics submitted by gothic_hobbit
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