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I'm entering my own Dark Ages
relapsing towards emptiness.
My only friend is feeding off me;
the weakness is starting to consume my boy
My brain is speeding faster than my mouth can move,
I'll sit still and silently observe the room,
All I can think about is things I should not do.
I have a dream and that dream is Perfection
I have a dream that lives so far away.
I'd hold your hand but you do not want me
I'll be the one that you want someday.
My brain is speeding faster than my mouth can move,
I'll sit still and silently observe the room,
All I can think about is things I should not do.
relapsing towards emptiness.
My only friend is feeding off me;
the weakness is starting to consume my boy
My brain is speeding faster than my mouth can move,
I'll sit still and silently observe the room,
All I can think about is things I should not do.
I have a dream and that dream is Perfection
I have a dream that lives so far away.
I'd hold your hand but you do not want me
I'll be the one that you want someday.
My brain is speeding faster than my mouth can move,
I'll sit still and silently observe the room,
All I can think about is things I should not do.
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Oh, wow. I can't believe I'm the first to comment on this. The meaning of Jessica's words seems very obvious to me. This is a song about an eating disorder (my guess is anorexia). She knows that she's killing herself, but it doesn't matter, because the disease is making the executive decisions for her. The worst part is, she doesn't know if she's happy about it or terrified. There is determination to continue listening to the sickness in her words, but there is also the presence of a voice which tells her that she is unhealthy.