Oh, wow. I can't believe I'm the first to comment on this. The meaning of Jessica's words seems very obvious to me. This is a song about an eating disorder (my guess is anorexia). She knows that she's killing herself, but it doesn't matter, because the disease is making the executive decisions for her. The worst part is, she doesn't know if she's happy about it or terrified. There is determination to continue listening to the sickness in her words, but there is also the presence of a voice which tells her that she is unhealthy.
Oh, wow. I can't believe I'm the first to comment on this. The meaning of Jessica's words seems very obvious to me. This is a song about an eating disorder (my guess is anorexia). She knows that she's killing herself, but it doesn't matter, because the disease is making the executive decisions for her. The worst part is, she doesn't know if she's happy about it or terrified. There is determination to continue listening to the sickness in her words, but there is also the presence of a voice which tells her that she is unhealthy.