Where did my self-control go
Did it rise up from my body
When I answered the phone
And you told me not to lie to you
And I decided to tell the truth

But I ain't gonna change for nobody at all
I'm starting to like this new love I have found
I don't wanna let this dark companion go
I would rather run myself into the ground

Where did my mind wonder off to
Found myself yammerin' all to you
Thought I'd never let those things outside my head
Probably should've kept 'em locked away instead

But I ain't gonna change for nobody at all
I'm starting to like this new love I have found
I don't wanna let this dark companion go
I would rather run myself into the ground

Everyone's watching me
And I'm starting to believe
That I can read everyone's mind
Before I am accused
Your eyes give me the cue
And I am out the door

But I ain't gonna change for nobody at all
I'm starting to like this new love I have found
I don't wanna let this dark companion go
I would rather run myself into the ground


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    <3

    goonerfanon September 05, 2011   Link
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    my guess is that this is either about anorexia or drugs. she regrets having confessed about it to somebody, and now she's rationalizing and planning how to get out of conversations with more people trying to help her. she's starting to love her new body and way of life, and she isn't willing to give that up.

    dowhatisayon December 30, 2011   Link

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