I think much like another song “Anti-Matter” (that's also on the same album as this song), this one is also is inspired by a horrifying van crash the band experienced on Nov 3, 2022. This, much like the other track, sounds like it's an extension what they shared while huddled in the wreckage, as they helped frontman Garrett Russell stem the bleeding from his head wound while he was under the temporary effects of a concussion. The track speaks of where the mind goes at the most desperate & desolate of times, when it just about slips away to all but disconnect itself, and the aftermath.
I feel like a blind man with a color TV
Everything's fine but I just can't see
Too much of a strain to eat three meals a day
Wherever I'm going I'm loosing my way
I'm so tired
I'm so sad
I'm so tired
I'm ALMOST DEAD
Like a clockwork orange that's how I live now
Tick-tocking away with a squeezed-out soul
Too much of a strain to get rid of the cold
I'm still pretty young but I look much too old
I'm so tired
I'm so sad
I'm so tired
I'm ALMOST DEAD
I still don't know if I was right or wrong
But I know I'm crazy since I'v been gone
Too much of a strain to make an end of it all
Like a sawed through tree that just don't wanna fall
I'm so tired
I'm so sad
I'm so tired
But I wanna come back
Just tell me you love me
And I'm gonna come back
Just tell me you love me
I'm ALMOST DEAD
Everything's fine but I just can't see
Too much of a strain to eat three meals a day
Wherever I'm going I'm loosing my way
I'm so tired
I'm so sad
I'm so tired
I'm ALMOST DEAD
Like a clockwork orange that's how I live now
Tick-tocking away with a squeezed-out soul
Too much of a strain to get rid of the cold
I'm still pretty young but I look much too old
I'm so tired
I'm so sad
I'm so tired
I'm ALMOST DEAD
I still don't know if I was right or wrong
But I know I'm crazy since I'v been gone
Too much of a strain to make an end of it all
Like a sawed through tree that just don't wanna fall
I'm so tired
I'm so sad
I'm so tired
But I wanna come back
Just tell me you love me
And I'm gonna come back
Just tell me you love me
I'm ALMOST DEAD
Lyrics submitted by ilikepigs
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