So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
Restless feet, dig holes into the bed sheets
Cross my eyes to see the sun on both sides
And feel it on my skin
God only knows what I think anymore
I write things down, don't know what for
You still sing the same ol' song you've always sung
Cruel to be so young
You'll still sing it's now or never
Cruel to be so young
This is never gonna change
Things are gonna stay this way
Another night
The same ol' city lights
Cross the t's
So you'll know what I mean
Again and Again and Again
Lately I've been livin' in a different day
Mistakes make for good in such strange ways
You'll still sing the same ol' song you've always sung
So cruel to be so young
You still sing it's now or never
Cruel to be so young
This is never gonna change
Things are gonna stay this way
So cruel to be young
Cross my eyes to see the sun on both sides
And feel it on my skin
God only knows what I think anymore
I write things down, don't know what for
You still sing the same ol' song you've always sung
Cruel to be so young
You'll still sing it's now or never
Cruel to be so young
This is never gonna change
Things are gonna stay this way
Another night
The same ol' city lights
Cross the t's
So you'll know what I mean
Again and Again and Again
Lately I've been livin' in a different day
Mistakes make for good in such strange ways
You'll still sing the same ol' song you've always sung
So cruel to be so young
You still sing it's now or never
Cruel to be so young
This is never gonna change
Things are gonna stay this way
So cruel to be young
Lyrics submitted by cutdowntree
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