The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
I've cried out the lies you spit back to me
I've been stabbed in the throat
There's no room to breathe
Try to scream
Ten years of bleeding out,
And in seconds destroy me?
Have you learned your lesson now?
And was it worth what I paid for?
I've lost it all, my dearest vision
I'll take what is left and become what was meant to be
I've lost it all
You ripped the past apart
I'll have to find a way
To rebuild history and what you took from me
But I'd die before I could give up on me
Cuz I can't erase dreams so easily
I have tried
You've clawed your way out and the consequence is
You've learned to live with doubt
I hope it haunts you forever
I've lost it all, my dearest vision
I'll take what is left and become what was meant to be
I've lost it all
You ripped the past apart
I'll have to find a way
Again I'll find my will
And I'll take back what's mine
A new found strength will take the throne tonight
I've lost it all
(But i will find a way)
Watch as you fall
(To leave you behind me)
I've lost it all
I'll take this chance alone
I'll have to find a way
I'll find a way
To leave you behind me
I've lost it all, my dearest vision
I'll take what is left and become what was meant to be
I've lost it all
You ripped the past apart
And I'll find my way
I've been stabbed in the throat
There's no room to breathe
Try to scream
Ten years of bleeding out,
And in seconds destroy me?
Have you learned your lesson now?
And was it worth what I paid for?
I've lost it all, my dearest vision
I'll take what is left and become what was meant to be
I've lost it all
You ripped the past apart
I'll have to find a way
To rebuild history and what you took from me
But I'd die before I could give up on me
Cuz I can't erase dreams so easily
I have tried
You've clawed your way out and the consequence is
You've learned to live with doubt
I hope it haunts you forever
I've lost it all, my dearest vision
I'll take what is left and become what was meant to be
I've lost it all
You ripped the past apart
I'll have to find a way
Again I'll find my will
And I'll take back what's mine
A new found strength will take the throne tonight
I've lost it all
(But i will find a way)
Watch as you fall
(To leave you behind me)
I've lost it all
I'll take this chance alone
I'll have to find a way
I'll find a way
To leave you behind me
I've lost it all, my dearest vision
I'll take what is left and become what was meant to be
I've lost it all
You ripped the past apart
And I'll find my way
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