Six long hours in my head
I watched people in cars.
It made me feel like I'm living
I guess it's never that hard
Let's live outside of the city
And blame the ones that I loved
For all the shit that I carried
When I was never enough.

I found a cut somewhere where we could all lay
The world was waking up

And I'm learning now
That my heart isn't breaking down
It's my world
So just pray with me, pray with me, pray with me
Cause I'm spent.

Yeah, I spent them all
Those long confusing hours with my mind turned on
The world was getting louder
I found myself on edge
My feet were over water
Just a song in my head
That reminded me I'll never be alone

I found a cut somewhere where we could all lay
It's frank, and it's fucked but

I'm learning now
That my heart isn't breaking down
It's my world
So I'll take another look at my life
And give everything I own to all the people in my heart
I am free, I am freezing

I am wrong
I am so obscure it's terrible
And I'm loved
But in between the cars they bother me.

I helped make the art that hangs on your walls
And plays in your heart
It stays in your arms
You're not a machine
I'm sure of that
You're every bit like me
You gave up on your dreams
And now you're stuck with that
You settled for the pencil days

I'm a paint brush in a way
I'm simple, yeah, I'm plain
I'm colored all the same
I have meaning if you find it in yourself
I'll sell myself for not
Like I really give a fuck
I'm just an artist on a shelf.

And I'm learning now
That my heart isn't breaking down
It's my world so I'll
Take another look at my life
And give everything I own to all the people in my heart
I am free
I am free


Lyrics submitted by TSostarich, edited by Skoobasteve24

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    this is probably one of the most inspiration songs i have ever heard. This band is simply amazing and i can never thank them enough for writing about stuff like this. like thep erson above me said, this is based off of one of AJ's blogs. and i also agree that the blog is amazing. a lot of this song just has to do with people giving up on their dreams and going the normal route or whateer that everyone else goes to. working in a cubicle, being a doctor, etc. he feels bad because they "gave up on their dreams and they're stuck with that". this song justm akes my purpose of playing musis or doing more than becoming the typical office worker with my life even more evident. i like what AJ says with how everyone else is just like them, its just that they gave up. i think he was going to give up to, and he didnt and look where he is now. its not quite big but im sure its more than they ever imagined. i also like where he says "you're not a machine", because sadly thats how a lot of people's lives our. they're on this constant schedule and everydays the same. the get up, take a shower, etc and just walk around like a zombie. thats how i feel everyday at school and i really dont wanna do that for working too. thanks guys, you made my purpose so much more evident. this is a song i always listen to when i feel like giving up because it just expresses so much not to give up.

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