The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
The most intense of burning hells
Blasting expectations into smithereens
Never feeling normal, can't accept the truth
Resign myself to hating it, I hate it all
I cannot say that I don't like it
Because the words won't come out right
All I feel is bitter and it won't make it better
59 times the pain, I could never be like you
59 times the pain, I could never be with you
59 times the pain
Never figured out eating 3 meals a day
When the people sit in their broken-down homes
Look at the photos from different eras gone by
Shows the changes and I hate them all
Can't say that I don't like it
Because the words won't come out right
All I feel is bitter and it won't make it better
59 times the pain, I could never be like you
59 times the pain, I could never be with you
59 times the pain
Don't want to live with myself
Can't live with what goes on
All I see is the humiliation
I wish it was gone
Can't say that I don't like it
Because the words won't come out right
All I feel is bitter and it won't make it better
59 times the pain, I could never be like you
59 times the pain, I could never be with you
59 times the pain
59 times the pain, I could never be like you
59 times the pain, I could never be with you
59 times the pain
Blasting expectations into smithereens
Never feeling normal, can't accept the truth
Resign myself to hating it, I hate it all
I cannot say that I don't like it
Because the words won't come out right
All I feel is bitter and it won't make it better
59 times the pain, I could never be like you
59 times the pain, I could never be with you
59 times the pain
Never figured out eating 3 meals a day
When the people sit in their broken-down homes
Look at the photos from different eras gone by
Shows the changes and I hate them all
Can't say that I don't like it
Because the words won't come out right
All I feel is bitter and it won't make it better
59 times the pain, I could never be like you
59 times the pain, I could never be with you
59 times the pain
Don't want to live with myself
Can't live with what goes on
All I see is the humiliation
I wish it was gone
Can't say that I don't like it
Because the words won't come out right
All I feel is bitter and it won't make it better
59 times the pain, I could never be like you
59 times the pain, I could never be with you
59 times the pain
59 times the pain, I could never be like you
59 times the pain, I could never be with you
59 times the pain
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59 Times the Pain Lyrics as written by Mould
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