This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I am the man they couldn't hang
A forced-fed son of romance dressed in hooks who kissed your
head, killed 12 dead baby
I am an addict burning winter, a closed-door annihilator
Motherfucker burned who was married in your bone garden
It's feeling hot outside lately and I'm not alone
Feels like I'm back inside your hell (how does it feel?)
It's gonna rain, I'm gonna rain tonight, rain on your parade
And I'm just getting started (so how does it feel... again?)
These ugly mall-rats burning Shepard whores
(hide and seek) banished the walls of dying jackals who sit in
chairs, Tonight, tonight I'll drink until I drown, take all but
seven pills then love me in your bone garden
It's feeling hot outside lately and I'm not alone
Feels like I'm back inside your hell (how does it feel?)
It's gonna rain, I'm gonna rain tonight, rain on your parade
And I'm just getting started (So how does it feel?)
When it rains it pours, when I rain you pour delicious
When it rains it pours, when I rain you pour delicious
You say you love me? But you don't know me! I can't feel anything
(This sick mud, sick mud, this sick mud covers me)
It's feeling hot outside lately and I'm not alone
Feels like I'm back inside your hell (how does it feel?)
It's gonna rain, I'm gonna rain tonight, rain on your parade
And I'm just getting started (so how does it feel?)
It's feeling hot outside lately and I'm not alone
Feels like I'm back inside your hell (how does it feel?)
It's gonna rain, I'm gonna rain tonight, rain on your parade
And I'm just getting started (So how does it feel?)
When it rain it pours, when I rain you pour delicious
A forced-fed son of romance dressed in hooks who kissed your
head, killed 12 dead baby
I am an addict burning winter, a closed-door annihilator
Motherfucker burned who was married in your bone garden
It's feeling hot outside lately and I'm not alone
Feels like I'm back inside your hell (how does it feel?)
It's gonna rain, I'm gonna rain tonight, rain on your parade
And I'm just getting started (so how does it feel... again?)
These ugly mall-rats burning Shepard whores
(hide and seek) banished the walls of dying jackals who sit in
chairs, Tonight, tonight I'll drink until I drown, take all but
seven pills then love me in your bone garden
It's feeling hot outside lately and I'm not alone
Feels like I'm back inside your hell (how does it feel?)
It's gonna rain, I'm gonna rain tonight, rain on your parade
And I'm just getting started (So how does it feel?)
When it rains it pours, when I rain you pour delicious
When it rains it pours, when I rain you pour delicious
You say you love me? But you don't know me! I can't feel anything
(This sick mud, sick mud, this sick mud covers me)
It's feeling hot outside lately and I'm not alone
Feels like I'm back inside your hell (how does it feel?)
It's gonna rain, I'm gonna rain tonight, rain on your parade
And I'm just getting started (so how does it feel?)
It's feeling hot outside lately and I'm not alone
Feels like I'm back inside your hell (how does it feel?)
It's gonna rain, I'm gonna rain tonight, rain on your parade
And I'm just getting started (So how does it feel?)
When it rain it pours, when I rain you pour delicious
Lyrics submitted by xXbUlLeTsXx
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It's great, but IAG is severely missing a female backing vocalist and violinist. That's what set them apart from the other post-hxc groups dripping with gothic angst out there. Without that element to them I'm worried they're gonna fizzle into an Atreyu-meets-MCR novelty act
I PLANTED BONES IN MY GARDEN AND PEOPLE GREW LOL IT WAZ FUN