What I Always Wanted Lyrics
Hit or miss
Beside, myself, with doubt, push on
What's to come must be proved
Focus bliss
Charcoal stares
One foot at a time
Smear those lines
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
Certainty
Is not at hand
I can't keep my eyes shut
You talk not to listen
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
I thought I found
What I always wanted
I got what I wanted
I got just what I always wanted
I got what I wanted
I got just what I always wanted
For me I feel this song is about being with someone who seems to be what you always looked for, but knowing they are not right for you. I get a feeling of conflict as she feels like this guy or girl should be the right one for her, 'bear with me' could refer to not being sure what she wants
It's true, the first lines of the song are: "OPENED UP, IT'S REVEALED! Savor this" But anyway...
I think it's about having someone diagnosed with some disease or other ("opened up, it's revealed!"). Maybe someone in the past who's abused Morgan (or whoever, lol) and she's wanted dead or gone for so long and now it's finally happened that they're sick or dying.
But, at the same time she isn't sure exactly how she feels about it because wishing death or harm on someone is never good karma (lol). I dunno, just thinkin'. Kittie rocks :))
Um, the first lyric is wrong. It's supposed to be
Opened up it's revealed
Nobody's written anything??? =O ! But it's such an amazing song!
yeah!!! FUCK YEAH!
to me, it's about someone getting what they thought they wanted, but it either wasn't really what they REALLY wanted or it came with a price.
this song. omg. fav kittie song.