I think much like another song “Anti-Matter” (that's also on the same album as this song), this one is also is inspired by a horrifying van crash the band experienced on Nov 3, 2022. This, much like the other track, sounds like it's an extension what they shared while huddled in the wreckage, as they helped frontman Garrett Russell stem the bleeding from his head wound while he was under the temporary effects of a concussion. The track speaks of where the mind goes at the most desperate & desolate of times, when it just about slips away to all but disconnect itself, and the aftermath.
(Verse 1):
I was kept away
Locked up from the shemes
In your darkest faces
I saw enemies
Never told you to stay down
Now I’m suffering
Why you’re my leases
I wait patienly
I wait patienly
(Chorus 1x):
If I, if I had only known
The places I was shown
Made me so unsure
A lie is something I would yearn for
For dying to explore
These very instances that left me scarred
Left me scarred
(Verse 2):
Who could fit the bill
And what you ask ain’t clear
No reason for the anguish
When you never had to fear
I’d given all my binding
Into your ideal
Find my dedicated
Unsure of what to feel
Unsure of what to feel
(Chorus 1x):
If I, if I had only known
The places I was shown
Made me so unsure
A lie is something I would yearn for
For dying to explore
These very instances that left me scarred
Left me scarred
(Bridge):
Who’s talking to ya (who´s talking to you)
Who’s talking to ya now
Cause I can’t hear a sound
And there’s no one else around, but me
Am I so hard to see
Who’s talking to ya (to ya, to ya, to ya, to ya, to ya, to ya)
(Chorus 2x):
If I, if I had only known
The places I was shown
Made me so unsure
A lie is something I would yearn for
For dying to explore
These very instances that left me scarred
Left me scarred
If I, if I had only known
The places I was shown (shown)
Made me so unsure
A lie is something I would yearn for (yearn for)
For dying to explore
These very instances that left me scarred
Left me scarred
These very instances that left me scarred
I was kept away
Locked up from the shemes
In your darkest faces
I saw enemies
Never told you to stay down
Now I’m suffering
Why you’re my leases
I wait patienly
I wait patienly
(Chorus 1x):
If I, if I had only known
The places I was shown
Made me so unsure
A lie is something I would yearn for
For dying to explore
These very instances that left me scarred
Left me scarred
(Verse 2):
Who could fit the bill
And what you ask ain’t clear
No reason for the anguish
When you never had to fear
I’d given all my binding
Into your ideal
Find my dedicated
Unsure of what to feel
Unsure of what to feel
(Chorus 1x):
If I, if I had only known
The places I was shown
Made me so unsure
A lie is something I would yearn for
For dying to explore
These very instances that left me scarred
Left me scarred
(Bridge):
Who’s talking to ya (who´s talking to you)
Who’s talking to ya now
Cause I can’t hear a sound
And there’s no one else around, but me
Am I so hard to see
Who’s talking to ya (to ya, to ya, to ya, to ya, to ya, to ya)
(Chorus 2x):
If I, if I had only known
The places I was shown
Made me so unsure
A lie is something I would yearn for
For dying to explore
These very instances that left me scarred
Left me scarred
If I, if I had only known
The places I was shown (shown)
Made me so unsure
A lie is something I would yearn for (yearn for)
For dying to explore
These very instances that left me scarred
Left me scarred
These very instances that left me scarred
Lyrics submitted by SMUSER17185761
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