This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Oh, girl, these nights are dull
I wish that I could spend them with you
I'm looking at this wall
Repeating "Girl, I love you"
Just take your pick
They're all the same
These things that you are telling me
Can't really show me how you feel
I'm breaking down
I'm falling down
(But now I'm breathing)
And now I’m scared to move
Don't listen to a word I tell you
Just take me by my hand
(I swear I'll make this up to you)
So now you want me to fix everything
But, baby, there's so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day
Oh come on, girl
There's so much to say
So instead of kidding everybody
How ‘bout you try your tricks on me
On me?
So now you want me to fix everything
But, baby, there's so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day
Oh
Oh, do you know
How this feels to see your face when I close my eyes?
Bet you know
How it feels to be the only thing that matters now
So now you want me to fix everything
But, baby, there's so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day
So now you want me to fix everything (Oh, do you know)
But, baby, there's so much and so little time to
(How it feels to see your face when I close my eyes?)
Replace the things I've broken (Bet you know)
Ripped apart and thrown away
(How it feels to be the only thing that matters now)
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day
I wish that I could spend them with you
I'm looking at this wall
Repeating "Girl, I love you"
Just take your pick
They're all the same
These things that you are telling me
Can't really show me how you feel
I'm breaking down
I'm falling down
(But now I'm breathing)
And now I’m scared to move
Don't listen to a word I tell you
Just take me by my hand
(I swear I'll make this up to you)
So now you want me to fix everything
But, baby, there's so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day
Oh come on, girl
There's so much to say
So instead of kidding everybody
How ‘bout you try your tricks on me
On me?
So now you want me to fix everything
But, baby, there's so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day
Oh
Oh, do you know
How this feels to see your face when I close my eyes?
Bet you know
How it feels to be the only thing that matters now
So now you want me to fix everything
But, baby, there's so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day
So now you want me to fix everything (Oh, do you know)
But, baby, there's so much and so little time to
(How it feels to see your face when I close my eyes?)
Replace the things I've broken (Bet you know)
Ripped apart and thrown away
(How it feels to be the only thing that matters now)
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day
Lyrics submitted by kristens random, edited by smexybak
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