So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
This year is old like a dying father
Whose will is out of spite
We pile into seperate agendas
With the songs of defeat
Playing in out minds
For you I give and give away
My unhappiness in color
For your abandoned heart to see them
To bloom into your world
Blinded to your perfect lands
To live like somber cattle
And we're gathered as seeds
To sprout mid Sahara
For who? For what?
For who? For what?
For who? For what?
For you I give and give away
My unhappiness in color
For your abandoned heart to see them
To bloom into your world
For you I give and give away
My unhappiness in color
For your abandoned heart to see them
To bloom into your world
Whose will is out of spite
We pile into seperate agendas
With the songs of defeat
Playing in out minds
For you I give and give away
My unhappiness in color
For your abandoned heart to see them
To bloom into your world
Blinded to your perfect lands
To live like somber cattle
And we're gathered as seeds
To sprout mid Sahara
For who? For what?
For who? For what?
For who? For what?
For you I give and give away
My unhappiness in color
For your abandoned heart to see them
To bloom into your world
For you I give and give away
My unhappiness in color
For your abandoned heart to see them
To bloom into your world
Lyrics submitted by xoEmergencyTDM, edited by 5urd
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i love this song. :) my huge attempted line-by-line analysis is as follows (i have a lot of time on my hands, forgive me):
This year is old like a dying father Whose will is out of spite
i feel like this means that the end of the year is lasting a long time. it's existing out of spite for him. the year is only going on to remind him every day of how he left fftl, and how it's hard for him to establish his own identity away from the band.
We pile into separate agendas With the songs of defeat Playing in our minds
i think that this means that everyone has their own agenda and they really want to achieve it, but they bring themselves down before they even have a chance to give their all to completing their own agenda. i think that sonny wanted to leave fftl for a while, but couldn't because of he thought he'd never make it on his own.
For you I give and give away My unhappiness in color For your abandoned heart to see them To bloom into your world
he was miserable and honest about it. i think this has to do with the songs from fftl. he gives and gives his unhappiness away honestly in the songs, and the music bloomed into the abandoned hearts' worlds. they didn't feel so alone anymore.
Binded to your perfect lands To live like somber cattle
i think this relates to the beginning, about achieving your agenda. people are bound to their lives, and are unwilling and upset about it.
And we're gathered as seeds To sprout mid Sahara For who for what?
i think this means that everyone's oppurtunities present themselves at the worst and most difficult times. this relates to his split from fftl, because it was obviously a painful and upsetting transition for everyone.
i don't really know if this is right, but it's the way that i understand the song. it's gorgeous, no matter what anyone thinks it means :) kudos to sonny for producing such fantastic songs.