In regards to the meaning of this song:
Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
That’s the thing about Geoff and his sublime poetry, you think it’s about one thing, but really it’s about something entirely different. But the lyrics are still universal and omnipresent, ubiquitous, even. So relatable. That’s one thing I love about this band. I also love their live performances, raw energy and Geoff’s beautiful, imperfectly perfect vocals. His voice soothes my aching soul.
I got enough of jealousy
And hate inside of me
To keep me warm, it keeps me warm
Can't settle for nothing less
Been trying to prove myself
Since I was born, since I was born
Helplessness just burns me up inside
I can't see the Savior for the light
(?) In what ways if I may not always been right (?)
Well I want nothing, that ain't truly mine
If I could I would stop caring
But I don't like hearing
I'm not good enough, I'm not good enough
I know that it's not too late
But I don't want to go away
And let it burn me up, let it burn me up
Helplessness just burns me up inside
I can't see the Savior for the light
(?) In what ways if I may not always been right (?)
Well I want nothing, that ain't truly mine
Helplessness just burns me up inside
I can't see the Savior for the light
(?) In what ways if I may not always been right (?)
Well I want nothing, that ain't truly mine
And hate inside of me
To keep me warm, it keeps me warm
Can't settle for nothing less
Been trying to prove myself
Since I was born, since I was born
Helplessness just burns me up inside
I can't see the Savior for the light
(?) In what ways if I may not always been right (?)
Well I want nothing, that ain't truly mine
If I could I would stop caring
But I don't like hearing
I'm not good enough, I'm not good enough
I know that it's not too late
But I don't want to go away
And let it burn me up, let it burn me up
Helplessness just burns me up inside
I can't see the Savior for the light
(?) In what ways if I may not always been right (?)
Well I want nothing, that ain't truly mine
Helplessness just burns me up inside
I can't see the Savior for the light
(?) In what ways if I may not always been right (?)
Well I want nothing, that ain't truly mine
Lyrics submitted by yaksordrpepper
Hate and Jealousy Lyrics as written by Benjamin Nichols
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
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Helplessness just burns me up inside. I can't see the savior for the light. Wanting what ain't yours may not be right. I want nothing that ain't truly mine.
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Helplessness just burns me up inside. I can't see the savior for the light. Wanting what ain't yours may not be right. I want nothing that ain't truly mine.