End this suffering

You made a monster of me
Through all your wicked lies
Forever tortured by you
Abandoned at death's door
Until I said no more

Don't look away
You're just a former regret of mine
And when you want, just look away
You're just a former regret of mine
Erasing now

You made a rock star of me
Gave me this wicked life
Paid to be tortured by you
A life I now abhor
And still I say, no more

Don't look away
You're just a former regret of mine
And when you want, just look away
You're just a former regret of mine
Erasing now

Think over all of the shit in your mind
Think over and come to grip with it
Think over all of the shit in your little twisted sick mind, all said

Think over all of the shit in your mind
Think over and come to grip with it
Think over all of the shit in your little twisted sick mind

When you want, don't look away
You're just a former regret of mine
And when you want, just look away
You're just a former regret of mine
Erasing now

You made a monster of me
Until I said no more

Don't look away
You're just a former regret of mine
Erasing now


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Monster Lyrics as written by David Draiman Dan Donegan

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    Wikipedia is correct and gives all the info about David. Including the fact he is Jewish. Also there are several songs with hebrew words and in Pain Redefined he says "I'll stand and fight, I'm not afraid to die Elochai will bury me tonight" which is one of the Hebrew names for god. Plus he wrote the song "Never Again" which pertains to the Holocaust. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Draiman

    disturbedone13on March 27, 2012   Link

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