In regards to the meaning of this song:
Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
That’s the thing about Geoff and his sublime poetry, you think it’s about one thing, but really it’s about something entirely different. But the lyrics are still universal and omnipresent, ubiquitous, even. So relatable. That’s one thing I love about this band. I also love their live performances, raw energy and Geoff’s beautiful, imperfectly perfect vocals. His voice soothes my aching soul.
i'm taking a chance
'cause that's all i got
when i walk away
you'll tell me to stop
the back of my head
too painful to see
and i feel a shadow
following me
i can't get enough
you really are a torturess, my girl
an audience that isn't impressed
you are my button for punishment
that i push until i'm satisfied
my jacket is on
can leave when i want
both only a word i'll be nailed to the spot
where your lashes stared
and your breath was warm
like delicate breezes
before the storm
you could almost forget
you really are a torturess, my dear
a teacher looking over my test
you are my button for punishment
that i push until i'm satisfied
but i'm not satisfied
give me some punishment
oh, i can take it
give me more, oh, please
baby, help me
kill me
i would lose my mind if i can't stay
...if i can't stay
so don't you forget
when walking where the river leads
wearing a ring that's from a vending machine
i am a glutton for punishment
and i won't stop until i'm satisfied
but i'm not satisfied
give me some punishment
on this rainy evening
no use hiding on
the corner of Pitz & Mercy (?)
you accidentally said you loved me
now, i bet you wish you could just take it back
but now i know it's a fact
and that's your punishment
'cause that's all i got
when i walk away
you'll tell me to stop
the back of my head
too painful to see
and i feel a shadow
following me
i can't get enough
you really are a torturess, my girl
an audience that isn't impressed
you are my button for punishment
that i push until i'm satisfied
my jacket is on
can leave when i want
both only a word i'll be nailed to the spot
where your lashes stared
and your breath was warm
like delicate breezes
before the storm
you could almost forget
you really are a torturess, my dear
a teacher looking over my test
you are my button for punishment
that i push until i'm satisfied
but i'm not satisfied
give me some punishment
oh, i can take it
give me more, oh, please
baby, help me
kill me
i would lose my mind if i can't stay
...if i can't stay
so don't you forget
when walking where the river leads
wearing a ring that's from a vending machine
i am a glutton for punishment
and i won't stop until i'm satisfied
but i'm not satisfied
give me some punishment
on this rainy evening
no use hiding on
the corner of Pitz & Mercy (?)
you accidentally said you loved me
now, i bet you wish you could just take it back
but now i know it's a fact
and that's your punishment
Lyrics submitted by Statbucksbabe28
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