The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
Now that you're gone
I feel the pain
My heart trembles
I call your name
I miss your touch
Your soft blond hair
I keep searching for an answer
But it just ain't there
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
Anymore
Everywhere I turn
The finger points on me
You'll never understand
I'm in misery
Oh baby, without you
I have no one
Oh my sweet darling
What have I done?
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
Anymore
All right!
She smiled at me
As I held her carefully
The last words were I love you
Thought it set me free
And I can't forget
That look on your face
She looked like an angel
As she died in my prayers
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
Anymore
I feel the pain
My heart trembles
I call your name
I miss your touch
Your soft blond hair
I keep searching for an answer
But it just ain't there
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
Anymore
Everywhere I turn
The finger points on me
You'll never understand
I'm in misery
Oh baby, without you
I have no one
Oh my sweet darling
What have I done?
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
Anymore
All right!
She smiled at me
As I held her carefully
The last words were I love you
Thought it set me free
And I can't forget
That look on your face
She looked like an angel
As she died in my prayers
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
And I don't want to live this life
Anymore
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I agree marx. I like this song, though I sometimes almost cry when I hear it..