This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Whole lotta gang in this bitch, you can't handle it
If you want smoke, they be pull up and no more shit
Homies on homies 4L, we keep steppin'
Condet Jakarta Timur, I keep reppin'
Bottles on bottles we sippin' more dranks
Hustle in morning make money again
I got some loves and i got some hates
You can decide, kau mau yang mana?
Gimme a beef
Proof this mothefuckers dick sucker gon' leave
Drugs that i keep
Sell to the city, fasho isn't chip
Only rich kid that can fit
Sejak kecil sudah lit, berjuang saat sulit
Teman solid, mereka bilang ku born to it
I'mma do it dan cari duit
Break the record like lebron shit
You pull up with skimask, I'm showin' my face
Injak pedal, aku siap 'tuk race
Tryna make business
Got no time to waste
If she wanna fuck
I pass homie instead
I got that stripes
They be like ''Really?''
Outta from jail
Bro makin his money
Gang be completed
So watch out your tone
This is the rap
This is the zone
Sekarang apa?
Kau tau bicara dengan siapa
D. Sasongko but you can call me D Song
Ku tulis lirik hisap bong
Mereka tong kosong
Talking shit you bullshit
Pretending you fake shit
Attending any trending
Kita tak sebanding, jangan coba tanding
Ku makan daging, wine sudah aging
Ku tak mau flexing
Stupid bitches wanna act'
But they forget what it done
Playing gangsta at the stu'
But only street you got no clue
I ain't got time for chit-chat
If you want beef? we sharing location
Huh? we sharing location
Privileged rapper, ku macam eraser
Ku hapus faker, silahkan baper
I'm the freekick taker
I'm the number seven
Legend like wining eleven
Ku selalu guna chain
Ku never gonna change
Ten toes down to Ge & 3Sad
Where's them gang's at?
We don't take days off
You motherfuckers play soft
We playin' chess not checkers
If you want smoke, they be pull up and no more shit
Homies on homies 4L, we keep steppin'
Condet Jakarta Timur, I keep reppin'
Bottles on bottles we sippin' more dranks
Hustle in morning make money again
I got some loves and i got some hates
You can decide, kau mau yang mana?
Gimme a beef
Proof this mothefuckers dick sucker gon' leave
Drugs that i keep
Sell to the city, fasho isn't chip
Only rich kid that can fit
Sejak kecil sudah lit, berjuang saat sulit
Teman solid, mereka bilang ku born to it
I'mma do it dan cari duit
Break the record like lebron shit
You pull up with skimask, I'm showin' my face
Injak pedal, aku siap 'tuk race
Tryna make business
Got no time to waste
If she wanna fuck
I pass homie instead
I got that stripes
They be like ''Really?''
Outta from jail
Bro makin his money
Gang be completed
So watch out your tone
This is the rap
This is the zone
Sekarang apa?
Kau tau bicara dengan siapa
D. Sasongko but you can call me D Song
Ku tulis lirik hisap bong
Mereka tong kosong
Talking shit you bullshit
Pretending you fake shit
Attending any trending
Kita tak sebanding, jangan coba tanding
Ku makan daging, wine sudah aging
Ku tak mau flexing
Stupid bitches wanna act'
But they forget what it done
Playing gangsta at the stu'
But only street you got no clue
I ain't got time for chit-chat
If you want beef? we sharing location
Huh? we sharing location
Privileged rapper, ku macam eraser
Ku hapus faker, silahkan baper
I'm the freekick taker
I'm the number seven
Legend like wining eleven
Ku selalu guna chain
Ku never gonna change
Ten toes down to Ge & 3Sad
Where's them gang's at?
We don't take days off
You motherfuckers play soft
We playin' chess not checkers
Lyrics submitted by Mellow_Harsher
INTRO Lyrics as written by Jose Timothy Danu Sasongko
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
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