This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Tell me if you got a problem
Tell me if it's in your way
Tell me if there's something bothering you
Tell me what should I say
You know I'd do almost anything
You know I'd change the world
You know I'd do almost anything
For my little girl
Tell me if you got a problem
Tell me now what's inside
Show me if your broke your heartstrings
You know you never need to hide
You know I'd do almost anything
You know I'd paint the sky
You know I'd do almost anything
For Your my guiding light
You are my star, shining on me now
A love from world's apart
I need for you
You are my shining star
My star
Love grow us apart
For me, for you
You are my shining star
Once upon a time a memory
Once upon a time a girl
Once upon a time a perfect life
Once upon a perfect world
You know I did most anything
You're my guardian light
You know I do most everything
To keep you in my life
You're my star, shining on me now
Love grow us apart
For me, for you
You are my shining star
My star
Love grow us apart
For me, for you
You are my shining star
Just a memory
Every dream you see you and me
If I wish upon the stars
Well I hope that's where you are
When heaven turns you know you'll shine
You're in my heart for all time
When heaven turns you know you'll shine
In worlds of heart
You're my star, shining on me now
Love grow us apart
For me, for you
You are my shining star
My star
Love grow us apart
For me, for you
You are my shining star
You are my shining star
Shining on me now
Love grow us apart
For me for you
Tell me if it's in your way
Tell me if there's something bothering you
Tell me what should I say
You know I'd do almost anything
You know I'd change the world
You know I'd do almost anything
For my little girl
Tell me if you got a problem
Tell me now what's inside
Show me if your broke your heartstrings
You know you never need to hide
You know I'd do almost anything
You know I'd paint the sky
You know I'd do almost anything
For Your my guiding light
You are my star, shining on me now
A love from world's apart
I need for you
You are my shining star
My star
Love grow us apart
For me, for you
You are my shining star
Once upon a time a memory
Once upon a time a girl
Once upon a time a perfect life
Once upon a perfect world
You know I did most anything
You're my guardian light
You know I do most everything
To keep you in my life
You're my star, shining on me now
Love grow us apart
For me, for you
You are my shining star
My star
Love grow us apart
For me, for you
You are my shining star
Just a memory
Every dream you see you and me
If I wish upon the stars
Well I hope that's where you are
When heaven turns you know you'll shine
You're in my heart for all time
When heaven turns you know you'll shine
In worlds of heart
You're my star, shining on me now
Love grow us apart
For me, for you
You are my shining star
My star
Love grow us apart
For me, for you
You are my shining star
You are my shining star
Shining on me now
Love grow us apart
For me for you
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This song is beautiful. I can't believe nobody has commented on it yet!