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Always, known in, all my time
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize
That all I need is to find the middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a
Star in the sky and just be
Sinners, casting stones at me
I'll stand, not crawling, not falling down
I'll bleed the demons that drag me down
I'll stand, (for nothing),not crawling, (the center),not falling down
(of calms within the eye)
I'll bleed, (for no one),the demons, (but myself),that pull me down
(for me and no one else)
Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, sad
I'm over, personalities, conflicting
I don't need you, or anyone, but me
I'll just be, living my own life
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be
Sinners, pointing fingers at me
I'll stand, (for nothing),not crawling, (by myself),not falling down
I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I'll stand, (for nothing),not crawling, (the center),not falling down
(of calms within the eye)
I'll bleed, (for no one),the demons, (but myself),that pull me down
(for me and no one else)
Come play kill
Refuse my body, refuse my shadow
Stone cold will
Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow
Bitter pills
Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm fueled godless
Come play, come play
Kill
Just be, just be
I'll stand, (for nothing),not crawling, (by myself),not falling down
I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I'll stand, (for nothing),not crawling, (the center),not falling down
(of calms within the eye)
I'll bleed, (for no one),the demons, (but myself),that drag me down
(for me and no one else)
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize
That all I need is to find the middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a
Star in the sky and just be
Sinners, casting stones at me
I'll stand, not crawling, not falling down
I'll bleed the demons that drag me down
I'll stand, (for nothing),not crawling, (the center),not falling down
(of calms within the eye)
I'll bleed, (for no one),the demons, (but myself),that pull me down
(for me and no one else)
Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, sad
I'm over, personalities, conflicting
I don't need you, or anyone, but me
I'll just be, living my own life
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be
Sinners, pointing fingers at me
I'll stand, (for nothing),not crawling, (by myself),not falling down
I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I'll stand, (for nothing),not crawling, (the center),not falling down
(of calms within the eye)
I'll bleed, (for no one),the demons, (but myself),that pull me down
(for me and no one else)
Come play kill
Refuse my body, refuse my shadow
Stone cold will
Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow
Bitter pills
Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm fueled godless
Come play, come play
Kill
Just be, just be
I'll stand, (for nothing),not crawling, (by myself),not falling down
I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I'll stand, (for nothing),not crawling, (the center),not falling down
(of calms within the eye)
I'll bleed, (for no one),the demons, (but myself),that drag me down
(for me and no one else)
Lyrics submitted by Robert Metal
Not Falling [Demo Version] Lyrics as written by Greg Tribbett Chad L. Gray
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
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i wish this comment could go on the first page. im like 99% sure this song is about overcoming heroin addiction. look at the first cd, a good deal of it was about drug addiction, namely internal primates forever (heroin addiction, i believe someone in the band is a heroin addict) this is a few years later, its about overcoming said addiction.
--i beat the demons that dragged me down. the demons that dragged me down ive always heard as referring to drug/alcohol addiction
"Come play kill (Refuse my to fall, today refuse my shadow) Stone cold will (Refuse to need this, refuse to follow) Bitter pills (Refuse to be this, refuse to swallow, I feel godless)"
stone cold will, refuse to need this ---sounds like hes saying he has the will power now to say no when he starts fiending, he refuses to NEED heroin or whatever h was shooting up (see internal primates forever: sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to kill cravings so sick of this in me cant stand the want the need cant get free)
Bitter pills (Refuse to be this, refuse to swallow, I feel godless) he refuses to be a heroin addiction, he will not swallow no more pills (sounds more like hes referring to oxy then heroin, maybe he shot oxy and not dope) he feels godless. if he is an atheist, this would make sense. look at alice in chains god smack. "so your sickness weighs a ton, and gods name is smack for some" ive been there and thats how it goes
honestly the goodbye sunshine part, in my head i can relate that to heroin addiction because im just now overcoming it [30 days clean] but when i try to type it out, i cant, so i dont know if theres any real connection there. this is just my two cents. when i listen to the song [and have trouble understanding some verses] all i can think is this is definitely about overcoming heroin addiction, just look at internal primates forever, pharmacopeia and i think theres another song but i cant remember right now.
i wish this was on the first page so i could get some feedback, negative or positive. if anyone gets to the third (maybe even 4th when i post this) page, please leave me some feedback. i came to this site hoping for someone to confirm/deny my theory, but theres very few people even talking about the meaning of this song.
@junkhead393 i agree, though i feel it also relates to depression and how it and self destructive behaviour can destroy somebody into feeling that life isnt worth it, but still finding the need to continue. and goodbye sunshine is a mixture of the both, snuffing out the light with self destructive numbing, being drugs or what have you.\r\n\r\ni cant relate with the drugs part, ive only been addicted to video games, but i can find myself relating to said addiction after i read your post and listened, so i think you are partially right at the very least.\r\n\r\nthat being said, i hope your doing well as of today, considering i was only a child when you posted this, i still hope this finds you well, and i hope my insight can provide some clarity of your theory.