I want to slit your throat and fuck the wound
I want to push my face in and feel the swoon
I want to dig inside, find a little bit of me
'Cause the line gets crossed when you don't come clean

My wormwood meets your pesticide
You'll never get out, cause you were never alive
I am infinite, I am the infant finite
Come a little closer and I'll show you why

No one is, safe
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing

No one is, safe
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing

How does it feel to be locked inside another dream
That never had a chance of being realized?
What the fuck are you lookin' at?
I'll tell you what you're lookin' at
Everyone you ever fuckin' laughed at

Look in my eyes for the answers, typical
I can feel it underneath like a miracle
Everybody in the world needs more than
Lies and consequences to power them
Once again, it's me and no one else
I can't remember if there was a someone else
It's not mine, it's not fair, it's outta my hands
And it's shaking, you'll never take me

No one is, safe
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing

No one is, safe
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing
Nothing, nothing

Hate, hate ain't enough to describe me
Scream, somewhere between screaming and crying
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

Why, when do I get to know why?
Bitter, bitter as the stink of when I try
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

Pull your hands away
I'm gone, goodbye, it's so depressing
Withering away
Take a look, inside, my soul is missing
All I have is dead, so I'll take you with me
Feel like I'm erased, so kill me just in case
I Feel like I'm erased, so kill me just in case
So kill me just in case

Covet, everything around me is mine
Sty, can't see through the sties in my eyes
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

Down, scratching and clawing all the way
Stay you won't let me fucking stay
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be

Live is there another way to live?
Die, 'cause it's the only way to die
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be


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    This is about a man who gives everything that he has to a person, emotionaly, and that person leaves them in the cold, dead world, unloved, tortured, and scarred. The first thought is to take revenge, even to kill. Then it dawns that doing so would prove nothing, so he decides to return the favor. (so to speak) By killing the bitch with guilt and showing that he is unscathed. (even though he is dead inside).

    Pull your hands away I'm gone - goodbye - it's so depressing Withering away Take a look - inside - my soul is missing All I have is dead,so I'll take you with me Feel like I'm erased - so kill me just in case

    He already knows that the relationship is over by now and she is breaking up with him. He is saying that he doesn't need her pity and that he has been gone in her eyes for a while, so now she's just killing him to make shure that he is not there anymore.

    oKySPon November 12, 2004   Link

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