Now I can take this, everything I know
Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only thing I have left
Blame yourself again for what I didn't do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now
[Chorus]
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me
Fuck morality and everything I know
If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now
Nobody (repeats x4)
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody (repeats x4)
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease \
But it still becomes a new disease
Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be
Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me
[Chorus]
Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only thing I have left
Blame yourself again for what I didn't do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now
[Chorus]
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me
Fuck morality and everything I know
If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now
Nobody (repeats x4)
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody (repeats x4)
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease \
But it still becomes a new disease
Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be
Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me
[Chorus]
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I personally think that the song is about striving for a goal that seems incredibly important, then realizing that it is all wrong and that you're just a screw-up. Either that or thinking you're on the right track, then realizing you are farther from your goal then you ever though possible, and just giving up.