Drove downtown in the rain
Nine-thirty on a Tuesday night
Just to check out the late-night record shop
Call it impulsive, call it compulsive
Call it insane
But when I'm surrounded I just can't stop

It's a matter of instinct
It's a matter of conditioning and a matter of fact
You can call me Pavlov's Dog
Ring a bell and I'll salivate
How'd you like that?
Dr. Landy tell me you're not just a pedagogue

'Cause right now I'm lying in bed
Just like Brian Wilson did
Well I am lying in bed
Just like Brian Wilson did

So I'm lying here
Just staring at the ceiling tiles
And I'm thinking about, oh what to think about
Just listening and relistening
To Smiley Smile
And I'm wondering if this is some kind of creative drought

Because I'm lying in bed
Just like Brian Wilson did
Well I am Lying in bed
Just like Brian Wilson did, whoa

And if you want to find me
I'll be out in the sandbox
Just wondering where the hell all the love has gone
I'm playing my guitar and building
Castles in the sun, oh oh oh
And singing "Fun, Fun, Fun"

Lying in bed
Just like Brian Wilson did
Well I am lying in bed
Just like Brian Wilson did, whoa

I had a dream
That I was three hundred pounds
And though I was very heavy
I floated 'til I couldn't see the ground
I floated 'til I couldn't see the ground
Somebody, I couldn't see the ground
Somebody, I couldn't see the ground
Somebody help me

Because I'm lying in bed
Just like Brian Wilson did
Well I am lying in bed
Just like Brian Wilson did, yeah

Drove downtown in the rain
Nine-thirty on a Tuesday night
Just to check out the late-night record shop
Call it impulsive, call it compulsive
You can call it insane, oh oh
But when I'm surrounded
I just can't stop


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    The thing that appeals to my song is how it contains Wilson's history and song/album titles. The reference to Dr. Landry refers to the psychiatric guru that lived at Wilson's house, and (many feel) took advantage of Brian's mental sickness and addictions (a pedagogue is both the master and teacher of a person -- sort of like a cult or religious leader, or in this case, a pychiatric leader). The ref about the sandbox is true -- Wilson actually DID have a big sandbox in his house, to try to inspire creativity. Also, the line about him being in bed refers to the fact that there a period of time where Wilson couldn't leave his bed -- he was depressed and on coke/alcohol to a degree that he sat in bed, eating, doing drugs, and gaining lots of weight.

    His creativity was so constipated that he couldn't move. He became depressed right after his father's death (a man who was both abusive and controlling -- point in case, "When I Grow Up To Be A Man" was written after a big fight between Brian and his dad, where his dad basically called him an immature child - despite his musical success). Wilson also had mental problems due to a couple bad acid trips. His wife took their two daughters (Wendy and Carnie) and left him, after he (in a drunken, stoned state) gave Carnie (then a young child) a toke of marijuana. Go figure. ;-)

    Anyway, I love the musical refs -- Smiley Smile was a 1967 album by the Beach Boys (featuring "Good Vibrations" - a song written after the death of his mother, which Wilson considers one of his greatest songs). The line about building castles in the sun might be a reference to the song "Mount Vernon and Fairway" - or maybe it's just another reference to Brian's zen attack on his writer's block through play in the sandbox. "Fun Fun Fun" was a song of the Beach Boys.

    Sir_Larrikinon June 15, 2004   Link

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