i wish i was infinite and given my way
i'd be so fuckin' cool
when im feeling the rush
i look at you through different eyes
i never knew my thoughts televise
what you think
i'm the twin inside you
chorus :
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us
never get to us
refreshing the memories
or times we've known
constantly stumbling over reason
where do these words go now so true
covering no one else but you
stepping up to make the day
devour every modern day
chorus
fell awake in my dizziness
i'm blinding
i wish i was obedient
aren't i something
i'll never be rational
i'm finding
my way to everyone
in this velvet sky of mine
boredom does nothing for me
so why does it follow
walking with the deadbeats down the street
i want everything
i'll be you idol,
be your maker
your everything
your dirty dream designer,
be your everything
i'd be so fuckin' cool
when im feeling the rush
i never knew my thoughts televise
what you think
i'm the twin inside you
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us
never get to us
or times we've known
constantly stumbling over reason
covering no one else but you
stepping up to make the day
devour every modern day
i'm blinding
i wish i was obedient
aren't i something
i'm finding
my way to everyone
in this velvet sky of mine
so why does it follow
walking with the deadbeats down the street
i want everything
i'll be you idol,
be your maker
your everything
your dirty dream designer,
be your everything
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fuckin awesome
im feelin' jay
"You can't promess me you didn't know Promess me you'll know"
seems to be about how your perception of the world is affected by which gender you are, as well as one's desire to impress the opposite gender.
greetings from 2020 looking back, this song from my perspective mentions alot of elements seen in gender dysphoria, perhaps that internal conflict trans people often have between who the world sees and who we know ourselves to be
@violetvixen I didn't have the context for this in '98, but now you're absolutely right. It does sound like gender dysphoria.
@violetvixen I didn't have the context for this in '98, but now you're absolutely right. It does sound like gender dysphoria.