Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop?
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together, babe
But we're not

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey

And I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Here is my confession
May I be your possession?
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses, and such
With all my might, I try
But this I can't deny
Deny

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
But I'm dreaming of you, babe
And I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, yeah)
Though I try to hide it, it's clear (sick of love)
My world crumbles when you are not near (love, your love, kisses ends)
Goodbye and I choke (goodbye and I choke, yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah


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I Try Lyrics as written by Jeremy Ruzumna David Lee Wilder

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  • +5
    General Comment

    Bottling your feelings and pretending that you're feeling fine.

    suclid003on January 29, 2007   Link
  • +3
    General Comment

    This song always makes me cry- but not because of a relationship break-up.

    For me it reminds me of how my heart got broken...by the people I called my friends.

    tomboyon July 18, 2002   Link
  • +2
    General Comment

    People find her annoying and keep paying her out BUT WHY ARE YOU ON HER LYRICS?

    Plasticworldon April 28, 2007   Link
  • +2
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    From the song, it's obvious she loves the man, but can't be with him. A dear male friend shared this song with me. I was married but he wasn't. I cherish this song because he often said "I try like Macy Gray." I believe he was trying so hard to tell me how he feels . . . "I believe that fate has brought us here and we should be together babe, but we're not." It means so much to me. I know he loves me, but I don't think he knows how much I love him. It's been a couple of years and "my world crumbles when you are not near."

    Iris.Gooon January 09, 2017   Link
  • +1
    General Comment

    This song is about drug addiction.

    dtfernandeson May 26, 2005   Link
  • +1
    General Comment

    Love the song and the multiple ways of looking at it but I see it as...

    “I believe that fate has brought us here And we should be together, babe But we're not”

    “I try to say goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear: My world crumbles when you are not near”

    Basically she is in love with someone whom she most defiantly has a past with; that may or may not have halted negatively. It seems that she had her dead bolt locked in fear of getting hurt or what ever the case must be again but she uses these lyrics and this song to tell the person, that she wouldn’t like anything more then to try it again. So she is basically ready to stop using her dead lock because it is safe and she is ready to open up to this person again.

    lovablesmashleyon July 07, 2007   Link
  • +1
    General Comment

    Wow ok to me this song is clearly not about a breakup, It's about being a pussy with a guy or girl you really really like but are only kinda decent friends with. Lyrically, it's closer to Taylor Swift's Teardrops on My Guitar than Mariah Carey's Always Be My Baby.

    There is absolutely nothing in this song that suggests the singer and the guy she's singing to were ever together.

    No, this song is about hiding your feelings for someone, and how frustrating it is dealing with it. I can definitely relate.

    signthebreadon February 06, 2011   Link
  • 0
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    ds song is sumwat 'putting up a front' despite all the longing u feel for dat sum1 who has 2 leave u... to pretend that it really doesn't matter,, but somehow u knw that you're gonna miss somethin! :-/

    shin0da18on April 05, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    This song is very simple at first glance but there is so much that you just don't see. It is a song that you have to think about.

    Kaekuraon April 12, 2002   Link
  • 0
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    This should be my theme song for my relationship. I put up this front for some odd reason and try to hide my feelings. This song is absolutely me.

    jdeeregirlohon June 05, 2002   Link

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