The first star I see may not be a star
We can't do a thing but wait so let's wait
For one more
And the time's such clumsy time
Deciding if it's time
I'm careful but not sure how it goes
You can lose yourself in your courage
When the time we have now ends,
When the big hand goes round again,
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
And the mindless comfort grows
When I'm alone with my big plans
And this is what she said gets her through it
If I don't let myself be happy now then when?
If not now?
When the time we have now ends,
And when the big hand goes round again,
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
I close my eyes and believe
That wherever you are, Angel
For when the time we have now ends
And when the big hand goes round again
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?


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    Once upon a time, I used to think this was a romantic song. But over the past couple of years I've probably heard this song about ten million trillion times and it began to take on a new meaning about a year ago. Now everytime I hear it I think of my old best friend Sarah. You see Sarah and I were inseparable for quite some time, and when she moved away we lost touch. She has lupis and before she moved she was really sick. I find myself worrying about her a lot, wishing I knew she was okay... and hoping she's not as sick as she used to be. And honestly, everytime I hear that last line it makes me cry my eyes out... So yeah, I think this song is really touching but not in a romantic way.

    watchthefireworkson July 06, 2002   Link

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