The first star I see may not be a star
We can't do a thing but wait so let's wait
For one more
And the time's such clumsy time
Deciding if it's time
I'm careful but not sure how it goes
You can lose yourself in your courage
When the time we have now ends,
When the big hand goes round again,
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
And the mindless comfort grows
When I'm alone with my big plans
And this is what she said gets her through it
If I don't let myself be happy now then when?
If not now?
When the time we have now ends,
And when the big hand goes round again,
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
I close my eyes and believe
That wherever you are, Angel
For when the time we have now ends
And when the big hand goes round again
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?


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    Jimmy Eat World is so amazing, this song is the most meaningful one to me. I love the lyrics in this song, they're so beautiful. It makes me think of the realtionship i'm in, and how my boyfriend is the star that i've been waiting for, and the first star i saw, my ex-boyfriend, wasn't the one for me. I always want to cry when i hear this song, it's so beautiful. "If i don't let myself be happy now then when, if not now when?" G-d, that line is so beutiful. Makes me remind myself that once in a while i need to focus on my needs too, so i can be a happy person

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