I think the meaning is pretty clear. This person got really burned in a previous relationship, and because of this is unable to love and show care in his present one, even though he so badly wants to. It's lovely song, and very sad. You can really feel how defeated and frustrated he is with himself.
Crack me open with a brick
and see the yuck come spilling out
a years worth of hopelessness
depression and unrestrained self doubt
my mood ring is always black
I feel so cracked
my mode's always on attack
I feel so cracked
I've got something for your back
I feel so cracked
When I said I'd "rip your heart out"
Did you think I was talking about you?
Spare me your vanity
I was talking to myself
I feel so cracked
My mood ring is always black
I feel so cracked
Shine on, you crazy asshole
Shine on
and see the yuck come spilling out
a years worth of hopelessness
depression and unrestrained self doubt
my mood ring is always black
I feel so cracked
my mode's always on attack
I feel so cracked
I've got something for your back
I feel so cracked
When I said I'd "rip your heart out"
Did you think I was talking about you?
Spare me your vanity
I was talking to myself
I feel so cracked
My mood ring is always black
I feel so cracked
Shine on, you crazy asshole
Shine on
Lyrics submitted by papercutcasualty
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