1:30 I needn't hav bothered. But i was just so tired. God how many times have i sed that already?! Ok, here's wot happened. I was supposed to stay awake for 24 hours until about 10pm. But i was incredibly tired today n i dropped off after 5... and awake at 9. What the fuck do i have to do? I just GIVE UP!!! We didnt go to Ealing yesterday we just did a bit of shopping. But we got loadsa stuff 2 to do this week so a great nights sleep is just what i dont need lol. They had another argument today. And yesterday. And the day b4. Good thing i'm used to it all but it still doesnt help. I gotta TRY and remember to text J later n ask her if she got that present for her mum. I dont think i will but thats typical me haha. As u can see, nothing amazing has happened. Hell, I cant wait till September then its two months of seein loads of famous people wahooo! Last year i saw Rihanna, Alexis Jordan, Joe McElderry, George Lamb, three people out of Narnia (i dont keep up wiv them lol) and... Oh yh Mika but that was in March on his tour -- second row at the front grooooovyyy -- and Jose Carreras, Neil Sedaka, Dame Kiri Te Kanawa, Kerry Ellis, Brian May -- my HERO -- and a couple of others i cant remember but will come to me as soon as i'm bothered to think lol. I love biscuits :D I'm off now to watch a silly quiz show with thick people. How exciting. Wherever u r pleeeaase just have sum fun for me :( Take care everyone xxx

12:29 Aah, thank God 4 free internet :D Anyway, i've decided i'm gonna do a whole 24-hours. Ive dun it loads times before so its no problem but its the only way i'll get sum sleep. I'll hope to get to bed around 10-ish. Yikes. Hopefully mum will b asleep too otherwise i mite as well forget about it! She'll find sumfin to shout about, she aaaalways does :( Finally got sum fresh air today for the first time in... lemme check... about a week-ish. Theres obviously not many places to go at 3am lol. It was weird. This morning though i had a bit of a funny turn. I cud hardly move, id lost all my strength, just so tired n i startin shaking n stuff. Weird, but im good now though :) Right now i'm sitting on my bed listening to a 2--out-of-a-10-second recording in reverse on repeat. Thinking about snack crackers. (sigh) the life i live... I'll b signing off now, i'll let u know if i sleep ltr. Not that ur in the least bit interested LOL Take care everyone xxx

3:30 Hello. I have sum good news and sum bad news. Good news is, i made it past 6pm yaaaaahhooooo! But i fell asleep watching ANTM on YouTube in case i missed it on tv ltr lol. Bad news is i only got 3 hours sleep, damn it! Mum woke me up shoutin at Nan. I got back to sleep an hour later but just as i dropped off she shouted at her again n woke me up again. I just dont see why i bother. I just had a KitKat Chunky, yuuuuummmy!!! I'll be sorting out my "rain music" later. i have no idea wot i'm doin LOL... I still luv Wheel Of Fortune :D Not sure wot to say haha. Im just so fucking tired. Apparently we'll ALL b stayin up today, not like yesterday. We'll b goin to Ealing later this morning to get anuva prezzie for Chris. We cudnt get up 2 c him b4 xmas coz there were one too many hospital trips visiting my dear mother. Annoying lol. We shud c him at the end of the week as planned so thats cool. Anyways, i'll stop before i fall asleep or hav anuva insomni-fit like a couple of days ago. I already look saggy i dont wanna hav to sound wacky too. Much. Hehehe. Take care everyone xxx

10:59 Ah, the second installment to my earlier entry :) isn't this so much fun? LOL Here i am, just looking out the window, the only one awake coz they all BAILED ON ME! Just coz they're tired, hmmph. I feel like a good chat about crap so i thought i'd post now instead of later tee hee! Its absolutely chucking it down, its so dark. We wont be goin anywhere till the end of the week coz they're sayin it'll b sunny n dry. Heh, we'll see about that! I'm in front of my keyboard once again wiv tons of earphone wires scattered everywhere lol. I had a good idea earlier but i played it back just now n it dont sound all that so i'll move on2 sumfin else n come back 2 it later. I've got a strange but cute little tinker saved on my DS n it kinda reminds me of rain and/or sumfin tropical, like rain, so i'll try n build on that when i'm a little less tired haha. Its awful just sittin here on my own. I'd really like sum company, that'd b nice. I dont know if i'm hungry. I think i'd like sum porridge; then again maybe not. I gotta get me a DVD. I dont hav the patience to just sit down n watch a movie but this one looks proper cool. Its called Let The Right One In. I watched a bit of it on YouTube wiv Depeche Mode's Ghost behind it -- luv that fuckin song -- n it looked pleasantly eerie. If anyone's seen it let me know if its good or not lol I was comparing Mattie B's Soaked n Adam Lambert's Soaked earlier. Im not sure which one i like best. Actually, thinkin about it, Adam Lambert's Soaked sounds mor like Matt than Matt does singing his own song! Strange. Anyways, hope i havent bored anyone to death coz i hav that tendancy lol. Im so bloody tired :( just 6 mor hours till i can say its safe to sleep (!) Greeeeeaaaat.

00:21 Oh dearie me. Only 5 bloody hours sleep. I was awake for 22 hours n all my body can give me is 5 hours?! (sigh) its a good job i'n used to it. Its not too early to post, is it? Nah, course not. Its never too early hahahaa. I'll b staying up again 2nite. Plus i think we'll be goin out 2day, coz now every1 else is gonna try n stay up as well, but i'm not sure. I'll b sure to try out my Spot The Intro 4 :) goooooold haha. I spent sum of this afternoon readin an alphabetical list of text speak. Its actually quite interesting. I cud just down n read a whole dictionary if i wanted to... strange but fun! We drew today. I was right not bein interested in the footy, it was goalless. Booooooring. I haven't dun any brain training this week. Dr Kawashima cud get stuffed for all i care LOL. Wot i usually do if i miss days is reset the date on my DSiXL and go until the day it is so it looks like i haven't missed a day. Crafty, huh? Nope, just sad and lonely. Haha. I like the look of the 3DS. I'll wait till its cheaper n just get a few games wen they're out. I want that Zelda: Ocarina Of Time. Our N64 won't work so we can't play our games. I wish they wud remake Banjo and Kazooie. All this time, i haven't even beat Gruntilda yet...! That Nuts And Bolts game was stupid. The writing was stupidly small n i cudnt understand wot the aim of the game was. Ooh, and Donkey Kong 64! God, i luv that game. Anyways, i'm babbling again. I'll b awake aaaaaaall night and mostly aaaaaaall day so if i'm bored i'll b back lol. Im off now to take my vitamins which i'd forgotten to take; again. I'd 4get my head if it wasn't screwed on lol. Take care everyone xxx

11:32 I'm bored. I sed i'b back if i was and i am. LOOOL Right now i feel i'm on another planet, faaaaaaar awaaaaayy... I'm lying in bed cooking, just boiling. Im not actually cooking, jeez, c'mon!!! Just been watching all things Depeche Mode on the Yoobi-Toobi trying to stay awake. I think i'm now in love with Martin L Gore. He is just one of the most talented songwriters in the whole wide world :D I fink if i looked in a mirror now it wud crack. I feel like a zombie. A sweaty zombie. I almost feel like death lol. Dont ever not sleep on purpose, kids. Its just not healthy. I apologise for sounding like i'm possessed but this is what u get when ur an insomniac. Hahaa. Dont worry, i'll be talkin sense next time u hear from me and i'll probably b as embarrassed as hell lol if i wait just a few mor hours i can go to sleep n wake up nearer 2 midnight and not have to keep sleepin in till 5/6pm. Easier dun than sed hehe wish me luck anyway :)

5:47am Hi lovelies:) I'm rather early today compared to the last few nights at 7am but its not like i'm rushed off my feet at this time of morning lol. Im just sitting here with my earphones in (and no music on)... Nothing amazing today except that i made up a new word: briked. As in, 'brilliant' and 'wicked' mixed together. Stupid, huh? I didn't get to bed till gone midday yesterday! Mind you, i wasnt exactly trying to sleep hehe. I was just roaming the web, as u do -- as i've never had so much internet on my fone EVER, my old fone died just b4 xmas n i cudnt even get proper internet on it so this is aaaall new to me haha -- sumhow i ended up on YouTube searchin for sumfin boring to drift me off to sleep. On my journeys i found a talking Mario Head...? Omfg, i cried wiv laughter; tryin to laugh n keep quiet coz everyone else is asleep is pretty hard lol. I got up at 7 this evening n i showed my brother sum of the clips. I have NEVER cried so much in my life, even when i was upset n sobbing. It was just the funniest thing i had ever seen. Whoever created that are geniuses!!! And then there was Sonic Sez. They wer just hysterical. I luv the red sonic:D But other than that, nothing eventful. Just playin Wheel Of Fortune. Again. I unlocked all the location n all the costumes so its just full-on-fun from here on! Though i was playin at Washington DC earlier n halfway through the game they get all excited n tell me i unlocked the Washington DC location.... I dont think this whole lose-3-pound thing is working so i give up, i do better that way lol. Matt Bellamy's my new wallpaper. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART XDDDDDD I dont know whether 2 stay up 2nite n sleep this aftanoon or got 2 bed soon n end up asleep at 9 n awake at 5 or 6. The best thing is probably to stay up. I'm a master of stupid hours anyway. I was up 2-n-a-half days once coz i just wasnt tired hahaha. Well if i get bored u'll b hearin from me pretty damn soon haha. Well, look after yourselves n have a way better day than me lol Take care everyone xxx

7:28 Hello hello. Had a real shitty night last night. I didnt get 2 bed till gone 9am, i was fidgetting around 2-ish n i cudnt stop itching. I was havin one of my allergic reactions n my face swelled up. I was in sum pain for the next two-n-a-half hours. I eventually got back to bed at about half four-ish and got about 35 minutes sleep b4 i got up at half 7; maaaaaad. I've had absolutely no clue wot time of day or night it's been, i feel bloody awful n exhausted. To top it all there was anuva shoutin match today. Thats all its been for the last few days. Granny just wont listen and it gets mum set off and thats it: fireworks. Its hard watching the only two people that've brought u up self-destruct but i'm used to it. God knows how many times mum's ended up in hospital and then Nan followed suit because she just wudn't listen n just threw it all back in our faces. I'm suffering coz i have to take care of everyfin, n have bn tryin to since the age of 11, n i have to look after everyone whilst tryin to be the only healthy 'adult'. Its hard but i have 2 deal wiv it. I'd get mor off my chest but everyone's got lives to lead lol I'm getting better at Wheel Of Fortune :D Next week we'll b up 2 to see Chris in Oxford Street. Haven't seen him 4 wot feels like aaaaages :). I just luv giving him big hugs, he's so huggable lol. Then we'll visit Mark in HMV, he's lovely too :) we dont really shop we just see people. We also took care of the policemen n women and their horses when they wer round our area once n they all know us so we'll probably go up b see them too lol God, its 7:30 n i'm raring to go; weakly lol. I hav no idea wot time i'll b sleepin today. Just listening to sum Imogen Heap :) i'm not actually excited over the Premier League this weekend. It dont really bother me. Obviously i hope we win 2moro but i'm still not interested lol I havent really had the chance to write anyfin since the last attempt but i'll try my hardest when i get up; surely i must find something to write..... HA HA HA. Anyways my lovelies i must go. But dont fear! i'll b back tomorrow Yaaaayyy !! Take care everyone xxx

7:29 I know its only two weeks into the new year but already things feel stale. Its just the same crappy routine every day. I wish sumfin wud just shake the place up so its different from it just bein a chore waking up in the morning, or afternoon in my case lol. I was late for my vitamins again yesterday -- 1am THIS morning haha. Oh, and i watched Home Alone 1, 2 and 3. The second one's my favourite :) I did a bad thing today. I ate my favourite ice cream. Bad me. But the funny thing was i didnt even enjoy it, which, in a way, is good. Ive bn off it for months so i guess it just wore off. The only interesting thing that's happened was my brother telling me i look like Adam Lambert. Really, i'm honoured, but i look NOTHING like him. He needs glasses anyway LOL. Hopefully Mo will b round soon 2 FINALLY collect his xmas presents. Everytime he might be round someone always ends up ill. But my lovely unbiological brother is still to bring mums birthday prezzies round n he wud hav if his silly Gooner cousin hadnt have lost it lol I really want to say sumfin amazin but nuffin amazin's happened. The only action u get round here is sum1 speeding over a road hump or a drunk heaving outside ur window at 3 in the morning. Ick. Oh well, 2moro's another day :) Take care everyone xxx

Its only 2.5 coz im not too gobby today LOL Phew, wot a day haha. You know when i said i'd be at the museum 2day? I ended up at Asda instead lol (where Andy-in-October works, yikes!). It was alrite except for the fuckin rude cow at the till who thinks she can get away wiv throwin ur items down the shop. Im sooooo sure... I luv shoppin at night though. Its so calm n theres no rush of stupidly long tills coz they're understaffed! Plus its the only place ever open at 11 o'clock at night LOL Ive just eaten half a banana; it was off bleugh. Right now my clocks a bit confused. Im alseep at about 8am and up at 4-ish. Awkward much but to me its normal, im always fallin out of sync. I've never ever slept regularly anyway lol. Been playin sum of that Art Academy on DS. I couldnt draw at all but now i'm startin 2 get the hang of it. Its really cool. Anyway, me boring as usual, i'll shut up now lol look after yourselves :) Take care everyone xxx 5:24