I feel like I'm gonna cry but I dont know why.... I am very cold and that doesn't help. According to my classmates I am an emo (how does wearing badges and fingerless gloves make me that?). I had to explain to a boy today who Green Day are (where has he been for his past lifetime), I know they aren't everyones type of band but if they haven't heard American Idiot or 21 guns (which, by the way, was the 25th most played song in the UK in 2009.....wow...I am sad... I actually remember that...) something is wrong. I am watching Doctor Who which I haven't watched since two series ago but there is absolutely nothing else on the TV. These two people almost got sucked into the ground, actually one of them did. This is freaking me out a bit....I'll watch it anyway. That is soooooo nice one of my friends just signed out of msn on me. Lovely. .....hm..............

So today we all got told about the white van thing officially. This one girl was walking home from school and realised this van following her with two guys in it, her mum phoned the school to let them know. Thats the story. Theres a tense buzz about the school, everyone is talking about this.

Quite close to where I live a white van has been driving around with a couple of guys in it. The van stops next to kids and teens and one guy gets out and distracts the kids whilst another guy lifts the kid into the van, then the doors shut and they drive away with the kids in the back. By the way this ain't just some sick rumor that some sad idiots made up, this is happening and I'm actually pretty scared to go out myself (not just me, most of my friends too). Dunno how many kids they've abducted but as far as I know theres nothing in the news yet. I'll try to post if I get anymore info. WannabePunkEmoKid x

Just now I am sitting at lunch in school, the cafeteria is totally busier than ever. I am almost nearly half-depressed for no apparent reason but of course my bestiest buddies are here making me laugh so its not all bad. I still feel so melodramatic....wait what does melodramatic actually mean? Hm..

Anybody know some good songs to play on guitar? Nothing too hard but not absolutly simple either. PM me or reply whatever. WannabePunkEmoKid

You definetly know you're back when a whole class gets detention at lunch. Yes that is what happened today after one boy wrote his name on the board in math(s), it clearly said his name and yet our teacher thought it was something else and gave us all a detention. Which none of us went to, not to be rebels or anything like that, just that one, we didn't get what time we were to go up at and two, if the boy who did it gets found out, he will hunt the person who told the math(s) teacher. This is the joys of my school. Anyhoo its really cloudy just now, the weather dude says its gonna rain tonight and keep raining for a fortnight. How lucky are we? I feel like being spontanious but I dont know why. Anybody know how to improve blood circulation? My hands and feet get really cold because of bad circulation, its annoying. Okay... I dont have anything else to say so bye.x WannabePunkEmoKid ^_^

I am sitting inside and it is one of those beautiful-not-a-cloud-in-the-sky-days. I am strange, or just lazy. My feet are cold too....its also the last day of the summer holidays. Er....maybe I'll go outside........

Yeh, so i was watching this show called Toddlers and Tiaras and it TOTALLY sickened me. All these little kiddies covered with make-up and wearing little skimpy outfits and it's mostly the parents living their own dreams through their kids. In some ways it is good for the children because it helps them deal with competition and builds up their self-confedence but it can't be good to make the kids think that image is so important when really its not and it could lead to them being anorexic or bulemic because they're so pressured into maintaining a good figure. It might also encourage them to dress provocatively when their older because they've been brought up in that sort of environment. Personally I would like to get rid of the pageants completely but thats probably not going to happen but it's still not right. WannabePunkEmoKid. P.S- Is anybody reading this? 'Cause if you are Thank you, a lot.

Heres another one on judging people again: The thing with social networking is that people will judge people on what they appear on their profile or in their photos or whatever... Anyways, half the people on these sites don't even know the person their judging, How the hell can they judge them when they don't even know them? I'm not saying that I don't judge people, we're all guilty of it in someway or other, but it is a tiny bit unfair to stereotype someone when we dont know them..... WannabePunkEmoKid

Sitting here, in my dads old Rush T-shirt, listening to music (green day again) and writing in a crappy old notebook. I began to wonder; way back, in lets call it the beginning, i believe that god created us, in the bible it says he created us in his own image, to increase in number and to take care of the world he had created. What happened to the last bit? I don't see the human race taking care of their earth. Theres one world - why are we wasting it? Just thinking... WannabePunkEmoKid