i cant hold myself back much longer my personality is solid anger and ive altered myself so much this time that i cant get myself back in line and im a real creep and you can see so you treat the others different from me and sometimes thats not bad. just makes me think. yeah, you know im a creep so you never let me leave and you try to change the flow honey, thats been done before. and thats just bad. I start to hate me. i cant hold myself back much longer my personality is solid anger and ive altered myself so much this time that i cant get myself back in line and sometimes thats not bad. just makes me think. and thats just bad. I start to hate me.

So how does it feel to be unloved, unloved? Does it feel like every morning when i wake up? Or does it feel like the rest of the days before, cause your nothing but a untouched solider. And are you afraid? Of going into war? If I know the way, could I show you more? Youre so afraid to be loved so immature. If you say you disagree well then come explore. Now, dont ever love me please just dont. cause when you leave me the heartbreak wont. and I've been torn up. I've been abused. Like a peice of meat left in the woods. Dont tell me something stupid, like you love me, love me. Dont tell me a goddam lie, like you'll never leave. Don't say something idiotic like im pretty, please just dont. cause you'll be out of my life, but the heartbreak wont. Dont tell me something stupid, like you love me, love me. Dont tell me a goddam lie, like you'll never leave. Don't say something idiotic like im pretty, please just dont. cause you'll be out of my life, but the heartbreak wont.

at the back of every one girls throat theres an ugly beauty that they devote and down a spiral till they find you with your fingers 'cause you dont have a clue do you know what this world can do to you? a starving person never gets any food and someone you admire is only a dream because through their eyes they see the ugly youre the perfect example of someones who scared of the shit and the morals this worlds shared i have problems still but at least I can say that my shitty paths will never go that way do you know what this world can do to you? a starving person never gets any food and someone you admire is only a dream because through their eyes they see the ugly

Im not even hungry but I bite the hand that feeds me Im not one for feeling good and who are you to think i should I wouldnt change who I am for someone as shitty as you I wouldnt change how I act for someone at my shoes your just a worm go on and kiss the ground and hold yourself till your safe and sound Im not one for feeling glad and who are you to judge who I am always have been mean you just dont see you see yourself in a golden mirror thats the source of my anger of my anger I wouldnt change who I am for someone as shitty as you I wouldnt change how I act for someone at my shoes your just a worm go on and kiss the ground and hold yourself till your safe and sound Im not one for feeling glad and who are you to judge who I am

Im not ideal and not thin shove and feel like a sin down my throat until i spit not a note just grit got my curves and my boobs not like girls not like you so mature so young till im sure your in love find a shovel and a pound its a tunnel its a mound in my system now im gone its a seldom seldom song

em g you havnt opened for days d your brittle hand lays em on the lace and the gown g your to pretty for the ground d to pale for the fire em the mourning is dire em c g will you see me now? will you talk out loud? your eyelids so frail, and your lips turn pail. what did i have to do, to get a breath out of you. a stop a horrible ageless your such a still carcass now the van pulls in and they take you limp to a place full of lace its always the place where i say my goodbyes you didnt have to die will you see me now? will you talk out loud? your eyelids so frail, and your lips turn pail. what did i have to do, to get a breath out of you. a stop a horrible ageless your such a still carcass

I dont want to look soft how women shood raped in the alley killed in the wood but at least i was soft soft and feminine holding my husband hes a grown man boss me around i dont mind your the meat and im the hide and the seed inside of me will share the abuse he'll see why should i look like her? why should i be concerned? is it what god wants? or is it just you? why should i be deprived? I ask go why oh why? I ask myself why i hide? and i try to like your body so maybe god will want me, maybe someday, i'll be, soft.

I'm laying down behind a bush I am waiting for the push I am just a lonely deer No one really wants me here But in the night when its cold Beneath what winters sold I know the secrets of this land A lonely deer is what I am Some day I'll break away and free Running through a cold streak When the time my eyes flash Their red is the darker stash Give me up for trophies sake I'll hide behind winters lake I'm am crouching behind a bush Waiting for the time I'll push I am just a modest hunter No one really wants me either I'll spare you for beauties sake Hide behind winters lake Your eyes hold the secrets Can I know what's beneath it? Some day I'll break away and free Running through a cold streak When the time your eyes flash Their red is the darker stash Give you up for trophies sake Go hide behind winters lake Some day I'll break away and free Running through a cold streak When the time my eyes flash Their red is the darker stash Give me up for trophies sake I'll hide behind winters lake

This is where I hit the ground Now I concentrate on sound This is where we threw me Into a dumpster my body This is the morning they found me The flys and bugs surround me My siblings eyes are red My mother holds their hand Is it alright now? Is everyone alright now? In a box now in the ground. Don’t be sad, don’t avenge. Everythings alright now. God loves me now. My room is untouched Their eyes are flushed Pale when they go back Into this world of slack Doesn’t make no difference You said you'd get through it You said god didn’t care But I know now im there Is it alright now? Is everyone alright now? In a box now in the ground. Don’t be sad, don't avenge. Every things alright now. God loves me now.

Your gonna break up with me And you think its gonna hurt me Its sad you think its gonna hurt me Its sad you think its gonna hurt me Are you gonna be with him And hes gonna treat you bad Are you gonna suck his dick Wondering what you could of had I can tell your gonna break your vows Gonna dump me on the ground Gonna think my ship will sink I'm not as fragile as you think The sad thing is you think I care The sad thing is you’ll apologize The sad thing is you've never hurt me The sad thing is I don't care Bet you think you're gonna hurt me Your gonna break up with me And you think its gonna hurt me Its sad you think its gonna hurt me Its sad you think its gonna hurt me The sad thing is you think I care The sad thing is you’ll apologize The sad thing is you've never hurt me The sad thing is I don't care