AlexandHelen's Journal

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  • fuck

    by AlexandHelen on December 16, 2010
    c g em your hands on top of my curves c g em Your fingers and skin I cant make words em c g em You havent done good since that time em c g At least you knew it was a lie g em do you want to see me? c g em the fruit of a peach formed to a body em c g I miss the days with you g em you miss them too fuck the times that were happy fuck the times you said you loved me wo-ho (x2) c g em cant you see now? or are you blind c g all my tears i've been crying em hold my fingers c g em their always gone but your mind still lingers fuck the times that were happy fuck the times you said you loved me wo-ho (x2)
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  • eh

    by AlexandHelen on December 11, 2010
    I don't like to think about it Its agony over the past I guess I must of been happy but that couldn't last You don't love me, I don't like the feeling of it You don't love me I don't want to think about it I'm suffering You don't love me, I don't like the feeling of it You don't love me I don't want to think about it
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  • yah

    by AlexandHelen on December 04, 2010
    Oh, therapist, you dont really care. Oh, therapist are you even there? Yah, you shoves those pills down my throat but you dont really know, Dont know. do you even care? Oh therapist, do you even care? Oh recorder, didnt know you were there oh recorder hiding behind my chair oh you take notes and record my voice i dont got a choice, no choice didnt know you were there oh therapist do you even care?
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  • therapist

    by AlexandHelen on November 29, 2010
    Everyday feels like I am done now I know you cant trust anyone I breath like I'm underwater sometimes I try to show you all the signs Oh, therapist, you dont really care. Oh, therapist are you even there? Yah, you shoves those pills down my throat but you dont really know, Dont know. do you even care? Oh therapist, do you even care? no Now I'm shattered into nothing now I know I'm not something and I don't know what to do cause I have nothing to lose Oh, therapist, you dont really care. Oh, therapist are you even there? Yah, you shoves those pills down my throat but you dont really know, Dont know. do you even care? Oh therapist, do you even care?
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  • htae

    by AlexandHelen on November 24, 2010
    I dont hate you I just dont agree and I want you to believe what I believe No I dont hate I just disapprove No I dont hate I just dont like what you do No I dont hate And I think god knows as well I dont hate youre going to hell God sent me out to be his voice and he hates you you dont have a choice
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  • adfghjkl;'

    by AlexandHelen on November 21, 2010
    I am afraid of you brother's in a comma sister is asleep I dont like what you do I dont like to be alone but youre calling me a creep
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  • the objextual song

    by AlexandHelen on November 18, 2010
    your shirt is tighter then the virgin mary from up on top sexuality it looks so scary are you just trying to prove my point wrong you can take my feeling where I dont belong em and I was found one day c with my hands all stickey and I was taken away with my hands all stickey c(high at end-g) and a guitar between my legs Well I believe that it has feelings and she walks in walks in with mockings in with the video and the plagues and me sweating with my guitar between my legs you wont understand, no nobody will i get the vibes, and feel that thrill im carresing someone in my dreams shes got a hand made of guitar strings
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  • hand

    by AlexandHelen on November 01, 2010
    G em I lit out from Reno; I was trailed by twenty hounds G em I was kicking up stilettos I was falling to the ground C G I woke up in the morning with a bad taste in my mouth C em I was turning on the faucets even though you caused the drought C A There’s a hand over to keep in this shout There’s something inside me screaming I want out And all the mentors they haven’t done a thing There’s a hand over to stop my breathing I felt like I was out but then handed right over Pretends to know me, stay away from strangers Got a knack for falling away from the pack There’s a right hand over just to hold me back C em A
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  • coughcough

    by AlexandHelen on October 27, 2010
    g em well its your fault I hate you its your fault I hate you em c you got it right. you... got... it right. (g em) (repeat) Its your fault I'm leaving it's your fault I'm leaving everybodies gone now. everybodies gone.
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  • human 2

    by AlexandHelen on October 17, 2010
    g c I didn't wake up one day and decide em I woke up as a child and tried to hide g c the feelings I had the sin and shame em c I didnt ever decide to feel this pain g c and I am shame, suicide, and sin. em g em I am disapproval and the hatred within. g c I am learning to hide, to bottle it inside. em g em I am confusion, unknowing without pride. g c I am shame, suicide, and sin. em g em and you better fucking know, I am human. how can you say my rights are wrong? denied by society not excepted by god. I am anger, and dont you fucking blame it on a little black book its your damn hatred. and I am shame, suicide, and sin. I am disapproval and the hatred within. I am learning to hide, to bottle it inside. I am confusion, unknowing without pride. (hold g out and sing higher before c) I am shame, suicide, and sin. and you better fucking know, I am human.
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