1. Telling her AJ is 16 but legally 15. 2. Telling her that his band name is Clutching Her Carcass. I didn't know it was so funny.

My phone has been broken since July 23rd. I guess I can say, I really could care less if I had a phone or not. I really don't need it, but today I'm going to get a new one. I figured I should stop being lazy, & just do it. Anyway, I'm finally home from AJ's, but i think I'll go back Thursday to get away again. In total honesty, the only reason I would remember a journal entry today is because Tumblr is down :(

I'm being last in bed right now. It's almost 1 pm. The certificate I have is fake, but I really think it's amusing that someone made it. Probably my mom. Last night I watched a movie called Seven. It was a very good movie, but I did cry at the end, but not a lot. Maybe just "that sucks A LOT" tears. I have nothing else to write haha

I'm almost done clearing out my room, then I'm going to hang out with some friends for a couple days. To be truthful, I don't like being home. AT ALL. So, like all my other entries, I'm making this short. I've had some drama, but not like hardcore drama. I once said that I would never be friends with a girl, but a few days later she said sorry, & we started talking. So she asked if we can be friends, & i said sure, because I know we won't talk or hang out. But my friend AJ got mad because I guess I am being "fake" by being her friend. I didn't know making friends was fake, but I guess it is for some people. I can't wait to move away. Leah.

Right now I'm watching Igor, the Disney Movie. I've always loved Disney, even though I'm out of my childhood years. Today I was clearing out my room, and I found a birth certificate that proves I'm 19, but I'm not 19. Sometimes, I think this will be very useful. I'll write tomorrow, my back hurts. Leah.

Yeah, I really didn't want to write, but I didn't want to seem like a liar. Because I know I say that I will write a lot, but it never really happens. I just can't stick to something for too long, because I forget or I get bored. But right now I just woke up, I wish I could sleep more but my mom had to go somewhere, so I have to watch my brothers. I don't know what else to write though, so.. I have purple hair.

My name is Leah Ferreira . nice to meet you . It's been a while since I have been writing so I might as well start again . to stop again . But i will start tomorrow . Just giving a heads up

The time when you know everything about someone , the moment you realize it all . But you can't go back , even if you notice you have to go to hell for this person . The moment you know you couldn't care at all , & you would go anywhere with or for this person . That person better be god damn special , you better have that person for life . You have to cherish & fall head over heels for that person . Even if you know your life might not be as great if you were with another person , as long as you're happy . Once you fuck everything else in your life that you thought was suitable . This person will become your life , they will make sure you're happy . They won't let anything happen to you , so go & find that person . Because this is the best feeling you could ever have . Look at every person in the world & once you see your person , you'll know , how I feel .

You're losing it . My trust for you is lost , you motherfucker . Beg for it back . Trust . You just lost it . breathe this in , I will never trust you . What can I do ?

Happy birthday to me .