hes gone. idk where. idk when he will be back. im terrified. i just want him here with me.

ugh been doing hw since 9:30 am. its now 11:45 and im still not done. comformation shit at 1, softball practice at 2 work at 4 yippeeeee rly tired kinda pissed ben didnt kiss me in the rain yesterday, but when we said goodbye he held me so tight, it was like he didnt want to let go=]. we kissed inside instead. i love him. k byee

its been a while. hi. lifes ok. school started last week. yippee. grade 10. fun fun fun still with bf. 8 months on monday. friends bday tomorrow. hanging out with Bf and friends to nite. yay. maybe we'll make out? lets hope *crosses fingers* uhhhhh yeah ok byee

i can no longer write in my previous journal b/c too many people have the link. so lets see history: parents divorce. fight a lot friends with a back stabbing, 2-faced liar. yipee im a negative person im pesimistic. if u dont like it, then dont read it.