Wow, this things getting kind of cluttered... o.O Maybe at like, 100 entries I'll clean it up. Maybe. If I really care that much, I mean, the journal is really more for me than anyone else, so... Oh, so, if you remember an entry/rant thing I made a while back (in the 30's, I believe, past all the OMGZBOYZLOLZ111!1 shit down there) about the mysterious fourth toe? Well, guess what, MINE'S ALL SWOLLEN UP AND I CAN'T WALK. :o

Passion Pit - Sleepyhead Writing it down because I'll forget otherwise. xD it's the song from the Canada Plays PSP commercial. Just so you know what in the Sam Harris I'm talking about. I'm getting better/faster/stronger (xD) at using the on-screen keyboard. A few typos here and there, but better.

I can't waste food. I don't know what my problem is. I had a panic attack at the airport when security made me throw out my half-empty bottle of iced tea. I almost cried. :/

Belated Christmas/Chanukah wishes. I got a laptop for Chanukah. Good times. Except the keyboard doesn't work after an unfortunate incident involving tea and a dog. So I have to use an on-screen keyboard. xD I'm at my mom's house at the moment so I don't know what I got for Christmas. YET. :o

I feel kind of inadequate because I feel so much happier than everyone around me. Everyone I know is always complaining bitching and moaning about how shitty things in life are for them. How much they hate their job, their family, their friends - and I'm not. Mainly because I know no one gives a shit. I think my 'problem' is that I happened to have gone through the shitty stage of life at an earlier point - so in comparison, life is pretty dandy right now. I hate it when people exaggerate their problems, too. Like it's a competition to see who's life sucks the most. And they think I'M crazy. I have nothing to complain about, so I don't. Life is good right now. A few things I wish I could change, and last week was defiantly a low point in my short lifetime, but other than that, not so bad. So, I have to wonder if everyone's life is as bad as they make it out to be, or if I'm just downplaying my various issues and problems because... I dunno, because I'm like that? I guess I just don't dwell on it as much. I'm not the type of person who, after having some shit go down, locks themselves in their room screaming "I HATE YOU ALL!" and stays in there for a week. I seem to get over it quicker than that. Life has certainly been worse for me than, say, failing a test or being denied going out with my friends. Trouble is, I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. That I'm so desensitized that things someone would normally find troubling in my life don't bother me anymore. Whatever. Just wanted to take a break from... boy crazy-ness. I might go back and delete a couple of entries that are staring me in the face right now. o.O

100 Awesome memories from throughout my life in no particular order. 1. Going to see Finding Nemo when I was younger 2. Putting a whole shit load of seasoning salt on my lunch when I was eight and summarily throwing up 3. Going swimming 4. Photocopying Yu-Gi-Oh cards with my best friend E in Grade Two and then 'trading' them. 5. Hitting a pinata at his birthday party 6. Getting lost in the woods outside my house 7. Falling into the pond by my school 8. Going camping with my fourth grade class 9. Every single time I was ever at my friend H's house. 10. Playing 'Threads of Fate' with my friend J at her house. 11. Getting lost in downtown Victoria with J and her sister. 12. Eating Turkish delight. 13. Walking along the seawalk in Victoria. 14. Going on the water taxi. 15. Going to bug world and eating maggots (xD). 16. Every time I ever went to the Undersea Gardens. 17. Going to the Buchart Gardens. 18. Going to Disneyland. 19. Running around parkades. 20. Going to the underground Japanese restaurant with MW. 21. Wearing skirts ALL THE TIME. 22. The Typhoon of '06. Almost lost my house. xD 23. Learning archery. 24. Meeting NO. 25. Seeing Jade Bell at my school. 26. Skipping piano lessons to go read in the library. 27. Playing in the grass with my two best friends at the time (I can't remember their names :x) 28. Getting picked by AL to ride with him and his supervisor (he was autistic) in her cab-less jeep and eating ice cream sandwiches all the way to Sydney. 29. Making 'fairy houses' out of flowers with my friends. 30. Trick or Treating with SS 31. Picking fruit from SS's garden and selling it on the street. 32. Getting yelled at by my friend's mother for not wanting to participate in her PDA for her daughter on her birthday. 33. Asking my mom why there were bits of underwear and assorted clothing in the park bushes (ahhh, sweet innocence...) 34. Eating seaweed for the first time. 35. Getting stuck in the sand traps by the harbour. And RB refusing to help me. 36. Getting free popcorn at the local movie store. 37. The bank getting held up by a guy in a pillow case with a water gun, who then made his getaway via rowboat in the harbour. 38. Arguing with JT over what a stupid name 'Wales' is for a country. 39. Caring for stickbugs with JT. 40. Missing two weeks of school in March because we were snowed in. 41. Huddling under wet blankets and umbrella's in the rain at the Grade Seven track meet and convincing AV not to hate me. xD 42. Living in a garage for four months. 43. Getting my own room when I moved in with my dad. 44. Trying and failing miserably at eating an entire burger on my Thirteenth birthday. 45. Being in Drama class with CB. 46. Hating CB with the passion of a dying sun (She's my really good friend now) 47. Getting mad at JM for dismantling my pen AND breaking my lock. 48. Making a Mortal Kombat-esque comic strip with CC in Health class that involved frogs, cigarette's and lung cancer. 49. Failing Careers class and telling the teacher to go fuck herself. 50. Kicking JM's ass in Crazy Eights. Five of the Greatest Conversations/Moments ever Yesterday (CZ and I are kneeling on the floor in the computer lab since all the chairs are taken) Teacher: Here's a chair for you... CZ AND I: OMGWTFBBQ *dash* CZ: Actually, [Mowthwaush], you can have it. I'm tall, I can kneel. Me: Oh my god, [CZ]. If I were a lesbian I'd love you. CC: *epic facial expression* Me: Yeah. I went there. CC: *moves his chair away* Last Year CG: ...and then I told that whore of a saleswoman to go screw herself. CC: That is the worst story I've ever heard anyone tell since ever. CG: Yeah, well, YOU'RE UGLY. *awkward silence* CL: Awww... CC: *hangs his head* I'm just gonna go now. Wrestling class AR: [CB], you want to be my wrestling partner? CB: Uh... no.. AR: ..oh. I'll just go sit in the corner and cut myself now. CB: ... Drama class Last Year (Playing 'Honey I love you') Me: *on one knee, to CB* Honey, I love you. Won't you please smile? Some kid: LESSSSSSSSSSSBIANNNN. Me: DON'T JUDGE US! D: Last Year JB: SIGN MY SHIRT. Me: KAAAY. *signs* CC: Let me sign it. *writes* Me: *reading* [CC] was... You spelled 'here' wrong. CC: What? Me: It's h-e-r-e, not h-i-e-r. I was borrreedd.

I FUCKING HATE CANADA. You see comedians on T.V. all the time - cracking jokes about our military, our accent, our weather - THEY'RE RIGHT. IT IS FUCKING COLD IN CANADA. It was a snowing more a bit earlier, now it's just an 'arctic chill' (fancy word used by the weather girl which translates roughly to 'FREEZE YOUR ASS OFF CHARLIE-GET-MY-GUN-WE-HAVE-TO-EAT-THE-DOG-FOR-SUSTENANCE COLD.') blowing in from Alaska. Man, FUCK Alaska! My face is still fucking frozen from being outside for a whopping half hour. I am insanely jealous of all you bastards in, say, ANYWHERE BUT CANADA who bitch and moan about your lack of a white Christmas. Not saying you do, but I just got off the phone with my Grandmother and almost punched a wall. IT'S MINUS 20 CELSIUS.

I Set My Friends On Fire Interpol Suggested to me by a classmate. Both are epic. So CC skipped out on giving me a dollar and gave me an apple fritter instead. Which is just as good if not better. Didn't do anything in school today. It is the last day, after all... ;D

I was paid a dollar today by CC to lay in the snow for five minutes and make a snow angel. Easiest dollar I've ever made. CZ did it too, but her snow angel was really just a human-print in the snow. Mine had wings and a DRESS, dammit. And we watched The Magic School Bus today in science. xD And CC and I giggled over the the term 'Rammer Slammer'. I miss that show. I recently had to delete EVERYTHING off my iPod so I decided to make a cumulative list of all the bands I need. Which I will post here. And add to as I think of them. Fun fun. The Academy is... AC/DC Alexisonfire All American Rejects Amy Winehouse Barenaked Ladies Barry Manilow The Beatles Billy Idol Billy Talent Black Kids Black Lungs Black Sabbath Boards of Canada Bobby Darin Bon Jovi The Boomtown Rats Brian Adams Breaking Benjamin Buckcherry The Caesers Classified Cobra Starship Coldplay The Cranberries Crash Parallel Creedence Clearwater Revival David Bowie David Usher Death Cab For Cutie DragonForce Elvis Presley Estelle Fall Out Boy (SHUT THE FUCK UP, I LIKE 'THIS AIN'T A SCENE', KAY?) Assorted Family Guy Songs Finger Eleven Fleetwood Mac Flight Of The Conchords Foo Fighters Frank Sinatra The Fray G Love and The Special Sauce Gabe Dixon George Michael GLaDOS (Portal) Goo Goo Dolls Good Charlotte Gorrilaz Guns N Roses Gwar Gym Class Heroes Heart Hedley ('Never Too Late', to be specific. I happen to hate 'For The Nights I Can't Remember' with the passion of a dying sun.) illScarlett Jamiroquai Jeffree Star Jet Jimi Hendrix John Cougar Mellencamp John Murphy John Rzeznik Johnny Cash Katy Perry Kevin Spacey (Beyond The Sea Covers) Kid Rock The Killers KT Tunstall Lady GaGa Liam Lynch Lifehouse Linkin Park Major Maker Malajube Marc Seales Men At Work Metallica MGMT MIA Michael Buble Michael Jackson Mindless Self Indulgence Motley Crue My Chemical Romance Nelly Furtado Nightwish Nirvana The Offspring Our Lady Peace Panic at The Disco Parry Gripp Pearl Jam Peter Kay Queen Raffi Rage Against The Machine Ram Jam Red Hot Chili Peppers Richard Cheese Rolling Stones Rusted Root Sam Roberts Saul Williams Savage Garden Shaggy Silent Hill Silent Hill 2 Silent Hill 4 Spiderbait Stabilo The Stampeders Supertramp Survivor Sweet Sublime System of a Down Tay Zonday The Tea Party Tenacious D Theory of a Deadman Three Days Grace Thriving Ivory The Trews Van Morrison Velvet Revolver Whitesnake Wintersleep Wolfmother 28 Days Later 3 Doors Down aaaaannnd everyone under unknown artist. LOT OF TYPING UP THERE.