So I don't know if I will be able to get on much more. Today mom grounded me from the computer. I had a major meltdown in the car on the way to school. So I didn't go to school today. Instead I spent 7 hours on homework. Not fun. Ugh. I still have more work to do.

I'm so happy we get out of school soon. Two weeks without worry and homework. School mornings are not very pleasent. My mother and I got into a fight this morning over nothing. It was really very silly, and really my fault. I should think more before I speak. I tend to upset people that way. I told Andi that she should stop hurting Alan today. She got really defensive about the way she was acting. It upsets me that she would rather satisfiy her need of attention from everyone, than make sure a friend who cares for her deeply is not hurting. She has spoken many kind things about him. Half of them she dosen't mean. As a whole it hurts him. And it hurts me to see him hurt like that. I got my French Horn Solo today. It makes me smile. Mozart's Concerto 1 in D.

Its only 10 am and my mom and grandma are arguing. mom feels unappreciated alot, and nana makes it worse. although mom tends to overreact alot. haha, and thats only part of the dysfunctional family. I wish it was still saturday. I prentend like I can't hear them, when they fight. I put my headphones in and turn my music up really loud. sometimes I can't hear them after that, sometimes I do. right now I can. i wish the would get along better.

I'm glad its saturday. Saturdays make me smile. Its a time to relax. Plus its not a school day. Friday was okay. I lost my voice for alittle bit. My voice wouldn't get very lound when it came back but I presented a speech during second block anyways. When I was done, everyone clapped kinda loud so I figure I did okay even without my voice being loud. Then mi bestie Ame came over. Bestfriends make the world brighter. It still suprises me to hear her view on things. When she sees stuff she always takes in the small stuff I tend to look over. Ame has always been good at that. She has this ability to just get it. Not sure how else to explain it.