Go on believe, if it turns you on.

(38) Omfg...kquedequalsvolvo...you're hilarious. I've read that brompton w/e's journal, but seem to have missed a lot of the stuff you posted...oh man.... I have a self-imposed rule for not making fun of self-proclaimed depressed kids (note kids) here, that's not my style... Sluts are 100% fair game though. Holly fuck. It's funny cuz she probably thinks she's cool... Those kids just want in your pants, it'll be more than a broken zipper soon... ew haha...why are those nasty children so...disgusting...ew. Have fun with the stds and grandkids, -K

(37) Well, haven't written much lately I guess. This week went by pretty slow, regardless of it being a four day week. Going out for supper soon, I get to see some of my relatives who I haven't seen in forever...I'm pretty excited, I've missed them. The only thing I'm not looking forward to is the standard "Oh gosh, the last time I saw you, you were thiiiis tall *motions with hands somewhere between knee and hip height*" Other than that though, should be fun. Ah, SICK! I'm trying to get Em some nice seats to a hockey game (his bloody penguins haha) for his birthday, and my uncle might have found some... Now to watch my home team crush them...too bad Crosby won't be playing, all the more fun to watch him cry when they lose haha. Or I hope. I don't like hockey, as I said, unless I'm there... I'll give him the option of taking someone else though, of course, but he'll probably pick me so as not to offend haha. I have to finish writing my clone thingy, I have three extra days now because the teacher's dad passed away...truthfully I think I'd rather present on monday, I feel bad that the due date got pushed back because the teacher can't show...it makes me sad. I'm playing scrabble against my coach. Sure she's ten years older than me...but she makes me feel really really incompetent and stupid haha, either I'm a natural born failure at scrabble, I have terrible luck with letters, or I'm just plain...not all there. Well, better go, dinner soon...mmm eating out always tastes best when someone else pays...

(36) According to Facebook, Em beat his ex at some game at his ex's house, on or around v-day...that's curious...considering on the tuesday, we were supposed to hang out but he had homework, on the wednesday, I asked if he wanted to come to my game but he said no, homework, and on the thursday, v-day itself, his exchange student was coming over. Now it's not that I'm facebook stalking him-it showed up on the newsfeed, I don't pick what shows up, and his ex is a great girl, she's hilarious and really nice. She came back for a bit from uni, so chances are, this happened on the tuesday or wednesday. It's pretty annoying that he doesn't tell me these things. I'm guessing he went over on the wednesday or something. It's not that I think he'd cheat, I'd never think that, he's not the type. Just the fact that he wouldn't TELL me he's going to her house, and that he'd be with her on one of the days he could have been with me, but wasn't cuz of "homework". Those damn boys. p.s. I've given up caring about how many journals I write a day haha

(35) I ran out of Passion Tea. I'm sad. Now all that's left is Blueberry White Tea, Black Tea and Green Tea. I picked the first one. It's not bad. I miss the old tea. It tastes good with lemonade. Well really, all four of them do, but only at starbucks. Blended Tea-Lemonade...mmmm. Instead of tobogganing I'm going with my friend/coach Lia and her dog to a dog park...Haven't seen them in sooo long. I also have a late game tonight. I'm hoping there'll be enough girls who show up, otherwise it'll be me and hopefully at least one other person, to be ran into the ground for the game's entirety. At least the guys understand though, and let us call time-outs. I have to find two french quotes about cloning...it sucks. I found one that was ACTUALLY about cloning, the other two were "we don't need clones, they're on our walls, in our magazines...."etc etc. The second one was "we have clones. Mentally. The schools conform kids bla bla..." basically. Hmm, on that note...what if I changed the topic to Clônage: la conformité? haha that'd be pretty freakin sweet. I wonder if I'd be allowed to do that. Perhaps I'll touch on that aspect. Make it longer. It already has to be 6-8 minutes long...come on, now. Oh, and STILL no mention on coaches. MORE THAN TWO WEEKS NOW! Ugh, it's terrible. I can't make plans for my march break, or any weeks before or after it, because I'm afraid I'll have to cancel them for tryouts. If there's no tryouts...I'll be terrified that my position on the team will be decided solely on my application. The site says feb 18-march 26th if happening...today's the 18th, oh man...it'd be nice to know... Latest songs downloaded are "Talk To Me, Dance With Me" by Hot Hot Heat...Love the cowbell in that song haha. Also, downloaded "Diamonds and Guns" by Transplants...pretty good song. Although the background of the song was used for a Fructis Shampoo so I can't listen to it without picturing people with long, lustrous, flowing hair, and people taking showers haha. Oh, and the first guy who sings, he sounds like the guy from Rancid. Another of the singers kinda reminds me of one of the guys from the Gorillaz...haha, though I know it's not. Pretty sick song. Oh wait. Reading the comments on the song, apparently it is the Rancid guy. Haha. And Travis from blink182...nice. Favourite line is "No one lives forever, in fact we all die", you gotta listen to how he says it to know what I mean. Well I'd better go get ready for the dog-walking haha.

(34) So today I worked on that dumb project, the history one. I also-AMAZINGLY-worked on my french project...I finished ALL the research!!! It's actually amazing, that's the first time in...at least two or three years...that I've worked on something so far in advance. It's a speech about cloning. I have to write arguments for it, but I'm allowed to fence-sit...thank god. 'Cause honestly, I don't think I'd be able to say for sure in my "almighty" opinion (for that is what they ask of us, when they ask for a non-fence-sitting opinion) whether I believe cloning is right or wrong. Certainly it has its benefits. Grapples and kittens that glow in UV light? Gosh, who wouldn't love cloning?? haha. So now I just have to write the actual speech, which shouldn't be too hard, except that I have to be really passionate about it. Luckily, there are a lot of people who have really stupid thoughts when it comes to cloning, if I'm permitted to say so...and other people's stupidity is always great fuel for my anger, which leads to quite passionate talking. Let me give you an example of one of those stupid opinions/ideas that some people have, so that I don't sound too much like an ignorant git. Basically, some people think: "Cloning? Alright!! I'm gonna clone Einstein, we'll be able to have him with us again, a genius in the 21st century!!" or "Cloning? Shit, no! Someone's gonna clone Hitler and we're gonna have another Holocaust!" Hate to break it to you, but it's not the mass of cells making up a being that foretells what they're going to do in life, what they'll say, how they'll act-it's the events that influence their life that leads up to that which they are going to do, say, or how they will act. In other words...for those people who want to clone their deceased dogs. If you dropped your puppy in a pool and it was forever traumatized by the sound of water, then clone the dog later, then don't drop the puppy in water the next time around...well, it won't be afraid of water. Cloning has advantages though, as I said. They can make food taste better for cheaper. Thankyou, cloners! Gosh I'm cold. I took off my sweater cuz my mom's doing a black load. Now I'm sweater-less. I suppose I could go get another sweater. I'll just write instead. So I was eating a Ferrero Rocher earlier. Those aren't too bad for chocolates. I was eating them, pondering the best way to eat them. I've decided, in my opinion, you have to eat them in layers. The chocolate nutty crunchy stuff, till you get to the wafer. Then eat one half. Then find the hazelnut in the chocolate filling. Then eat the rest. However, this all goes to hell on a hot sunny day. It'll all melt. That's when you just eat them right out of the wrapper. I once used my not-hot day method...I think I was about...11. I didn't want to eat the hazelnut though, but nor did I want to waste it. Instead, I swallowed it whole. It aggravated my throat for a bit. The next morning, I woke up with a major cold and severely sore throat. I was sick for about a week, in bed. Weirdest thing ever. I've always wondered if it was because I swallowed the whole hazelnut, and why. Someone today said "once you go to Europe, you can never have North American chocolate"...I wonder if that's true. Sure would be a shame. I wonder if Lindors count? Those are one of my favourite kinds of chocolate EVER. Smooth and creamy and...mmmmmm. Expensive, though :( Huh well I guess I should go, till next time...

(33) Said by 'Leblanc'... "Fallen Leaves...Uh Mariana's Trench sucks so bad! They are just another one of those pop bands that think they're so punk, far from it. The only good music you listen too is Billy Talent but they are starting to get overrated. You just really pissed me off when I read one of your comments on a Miley Cyrus song. " Dude you gotta back the fuck off and open your eyes. At least Marianas Trench and Billy Talent got famous by pure talent, not help from their rich little daddies and the DISNEY channel. Funny quote from tv: "Hey, did you hear about that new movie 'There Will Be Blood'?" "Yeah...the one with Daniel Day-Lewis?" "Nah, I heard it's about Hannah Montana losing her virginity..."

(32) Well, the hockey game was...not planned too well haha. So Em calls me a while before I said I'd be there, and asks, "what time you coming?" and tell him, and he says "you gonna have a phone?" I say no, well except just when my mom drops me off...should I call when I'm about to be dropped off? "*(something that sounds like nah, that's fine, meet you then")*...I get there...wait for 45 minutes, first period's almost over, I don't have a ticket to get in...He comes over and says we were watching the game, why didn't you call?? Boys. I was certain he'd said don't call. He was appologizing the rest of the night. I was annoyed, but said it's okay anyway, didn't want to make him sad haha. Besides, maybe he did say call...didn't sound like it, but shouldn't be too mad I guess haha. Had a dream he had a songmeanings account yesterday haha, well that coulda been awkward...his account had poetry in it. That was pretty freakin funny. Alas not true though...I know he wouldn't have time for one. Mannn...I'm so hungry right now... Yeah, I'm gonna go get food. Might write later.

(31) I have a sunburn from skating. It was fun, though...There was a kid who pushed/ran in to my friend, so as he was attempting to skate away I kicked his skate and he almost wiped out...don't fuck with me outside of school if you're gonna be pushy. Haha. I had greek salad for lunch. It was pretty bad, cuz it was a few days old, had a sort of sickly sweet taste to it, I couldn't really tell that it was greek salad...next time I'll grab it before it goes bad I guess haha. I ate it anyway, I was hungry. I also had fries with Creole seasoning...YUM. New Orleans goodness in a tupperware container. History, we did research. Math we got homework that I'm not wasting my time on, because I understand it. I got my report card too, my average is 85...it's a shame I couldn't have dropped bio...or it would have been 90...oh well. If I can get high enough marks this semester, maybe I can make 90...I doubt it, but it'd be great, sure would look nice if I decide to go for university... Huh, I'm actually really quite pissed now, because I'm realizing that my chances of getting high marks in my other classes are very slim...shit, this sucks! The most I can really hope for in gym is probably an 87 or so, because no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I participate and the teacher appears to like me, for some reason I never get much higher than an 87...and I excel in most sports, including the ones I hate. It sucks. French, I can hope for probably an 85 or so...history, between 78 and 84 I'm guessing, because the teacher eventually suffocates us with homework, and some people have a social life, but it doesn't matter apparently...ha. Math, I guess it depends on how much harder it gets. If it's like how it is now though, I can probably expect between 85 and 90, depending. It'll get harder though, I'm sure, in which case 78 or so would be great. (That last part was more for my own benefit, at midterms I'll be looking back to this to see how close I was, and if I have a chance to get a 90 average...hmm) My sister is going to a valentines day party... That girl worries me sometimes...be careful, buddy. Well, supper's soon, I guess I'll be off for now.

(30) Change of plan, no sleep sunday...history project instead. On an ancient civilisation that I've NEVER HEARD OF. Should be interesting...at least I'm in a good group. A girl whom I've had really really terrible project experience with asked if I had someone to work with, and I was like uhh...I think so, yeah. Cuz truth be told, last time I did a project with her, she could never accomodate a change of schedule, it was always "Oh I have this, this and this on these days...oh, you just have that? oh well you can miss it for the project. Great! See you then!" UGH. So then I ran to the people who I actually wanted to work with, and amazingly, they had room for me-I hadn't thought they would, to tell the truth haha. Today I had to sit out of gym because my ankle was killing me, and they were playing soccer. French, we played scrabble. I came in second...damn Tom and his boeuf on triple word score. Math, I'm still understanding, holy crap it's a miracle. History, well, we got a project. Hoo-rah. OH MAN. Ever seen that tic-tac commercial where the girl is sitting in the egg/tic-tac chair?? I saw one today. Those are actually really retro, from the 70s or something I believe. So in this retro store, I see this egg-chair, and did you know, they have stereos in them-I learned that last year. The old egg chairs from the 70s had a whole surround-sound stereo system!! I want one soo bad...the catch...TWO THOUSAND DOLLARS. Man, what a gyp. It makes me sad. Skating tomorrow! Can't wait. Hopefully my ankle's better. Well, I'm off to watch tv...aufwiedersehen/sprechen??