i think after learning and playing craps for the first time and having so much fun at starcity, not many things can top it, especially since im not going into uni anymore cause our grp work is over :( so just real quiet nowadays, not much goin on. but so much new energy for my gymming, new motivations so i guess i can use that now to make the most out of those hrs in the gym. also ive noticed dietwise ive been more sensible so hopefully this will stay for awhile, can only feed of that motivation for so long, esp without limited contact, i guess can only wait till tuesday =/ just the long wait now till finals, then straight into dance practice for sisters 18th, hah man i dont think anyone remembers the dance at all now, let alone perform it. lol we gonna have to cram it all like the day before or sumthn..fun fun. managed to get the whole list of switchfoot songs, i think im just missing one or two now, some are ok, but i think i already had their best work before. just organising some new music, so i dont get bored of these ones. oh yeah skirmish and bowling to look forward to for the weekend, and i think dinner at kfc/foodcourt? lol thats a bit random but we will probly be broke by the time we get to dinner, hopefully we might have enough to hit up starcity, gotta play smore craps, so fun. oh and try some sic bo! ah well still a few days, what am i going to do inbetween. songofthemoment boys like girls - hero heroine "I'm feeling like a new born child Every time I get a chance to see you smile" "I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud"

so today started off nice, waking up too rain droplets on my window, woke up my sis to say happy bday with my lil sis (haha i hope i didnt disturb a good dream) at first i thought it would be a gloomy day, but because of current circumstances and feelings, everything feels as if its from a dream, a good dream. it may have been a bit dark and grey outside, but through out the day that changed inside.. stress levels were high because of a demo that was due today, day got a bit better catching up with an old friend. my day came round when i met up with her, as always, the world just brightens up, dont have to say no more, its bliss =) altho i know somethings cannot be, and today i found out she has her eyes on someone already, thats how it usually is. oh well. not gonna give up, gotta give these things time. shes just sitting beside me there having fun on her neopets, another funny story, shes the reason i joined, but i dont think she sees that. her smile, her laugh, gotta cherish these moments. atleast now i know she only sees me as a friend and that this other guy is who she really wants to be with, i think. cant change this things, only time will tell. song of the moment switchfoot - you (this song is exactly how i see things right now, she is my refuge) I find peace when I'm confused And I find hope when I'm let down Not in me, me In you Its in you

is it me or do the days keep getting more n more beautiful, picturesque sunsets make my day, even if its only a glance. the weather has been perfect lately, sometimes it feels a bit too warm for comfort, but when the breeze picks up around afternoon its just so soothing, too soothing heh that i keep falling into a trance at uni, i dont know if other factors are affecting that tho =) thank goodness i sat near a nice big open window, ventillation can do wonders haha, still chilling to dld and coldplay, perfect music for this sorta weather, countless times to drift off. even at night it feels like late arvo, hope this good weather is here to stay for a bit. song of the moment daphne loves derby - these ghosts, these hopes, the sand, the sea

an odd day, or saturday i should say, nevertheless was enjoyable. planned to wake up early but ofcourse being saturday that didnt work. fixed up the mp3 player, put some extra music, bit of dld to accompany my already "the good stuff" playlist, couldnt think of any other ambiguous name. my prev msn nick that i put up spontaneously got noticed, so i joined neopets to keep it ambiguous or atleast an alibi for now. was actually enjoyable for a bit, odd. had some lunch then went to macarthur for my cousins 18th, ah 18 what an age, cant believe it was nearly 2 years ago, time flies. ended up wathcing some decent comedy, russel peters latest red brown n white, and a bit of pinoy rex naverette, good stuff. day went pretty fast, tho on the ride home as i relaxed to dld, world slowed down again, dld are just so relaxing, gotta see them if they ever come down here..for sure. so its sunday morning now, only one more day. song of the moment daphne loves derby - aware rust and repair

felt empty today not coming into uni on a friday, as i normally would. no feeling the sunshine as i go down the unsw walkway or other pleasant times, i guess im going to have to get back used to this =/ if only. but sometimes we cannot have what we so dearly wish. song of the moment: john legend - P.D.A (We Just Dont Care)

so i pretty much stayed up listening to music coz after finishing the assn i couldnt sleep at all. headache, migraine whatever u want to call it. Thought it would be a crap day with a stomache ache in the morning but ended up being ok in the end. we managed to get our grp work in, right on time, printing will forever haunt us. a smile is all i needed, then a nice long much needed work out and shower. song of the moment: jack johnson - taylor

again walking down the unsw walkway and feeling the warm spring sun, best part of the day. chilling to some switchfoot/jack johnson/jasonmraz, or whatever was playing at the time, it was gooood. a few more seconds of drifting and then it was gone, friend was in a rush to get home and i came back to reality.. cant wait for that next spring soft sunlight.. definitely have some switchfoot playing in the bg =) song of the moment: switchfoot - 24

7th October 2008 im yours, totally my song at the moment. multiple meanings atm, all feel good ones. sun was up and shining nicely at 545 walking down unsw walkway, and this song was just playing in my head. another good one to keep. song of the moment: jason mraz - im yours