Wow oh wow, like anybody's really gunna be reading this thing anytime soon....or ever.... Christmas has came so soon. Seems like yesterday It was summer, Nice weather, Hott guys, summer crush, hanging with my friends, vacation and so on. Pretty soon it's gunna be my birthday again. I'm growing up so fast....(that so just sounded like something my mom would say) yeah but I'm loving life right, don't wanna grow up too fast or too slow but I'm liking the speed its going at right now. Definitely don't like anybody right now. More on the down low about now, basically just trying to get everything together and smooth everything out. There might be some people I got my eye on but thats as far as its going to get right now. Life seems so indescribable right now...so busy...so tired yet I can't sleep...so hyper...so excited but about what (?)...and so happy to talk to some certain people lately (not sure why). If I wasn't happy right now, I wouldn't be writing all these amazing things down right now, but If I wasn't sad, I would be alot more happy then I'm feeling right now...right? I'm not sure...very frustrated. I wish there was some kind of hand book that came with being a teenager or atleast some kind of guide. Oh well... Guess I'm going to have to rely on the one resource I know always works...that would be *God*Jesus Chirst*Holy Spirit*. My fav freind(s)!i! YAY Anyhow I love all my wonderful & true friends to death. I would die for these people if need be. I've never had people treat me the way my friends treat me ever before. This past year I've grown to realize and understand what a friend really means. I truly think I'll keep in contact with these people when I'm like in my 30's. HAhaha I sure hope so. I SO LOVE MY FRIENDS and I thank God so much for blessing me with these people. You guys are awesome, you guys have helped me form me, you guys have helped me become me, you guys have helped me find the true me, you guys ARE a part of me, and I truly think you always will be.

*If I had a penny for everytime I stopped myself from killing someone I would be sooooo freakin rich*....WOO....anyways I like that saying ha

K, I have this thing right, its the oreo trinity, and like there is only three ppl in it....DC & CNC & VC DC is valerie CNC is me, M!RANDA & VC is Jenna These girls rock so much....LOVE YOU'S DC=dark chocolate CNC=cookies n cream VC=vanilla chocolate And me and val got extremely bored at a basketball game ones so we started making fun of ppl and stuff and this one guy reminded me of a frito so we named him frito (like the chips) and now we call all ugly guys fritos or ugly girls for that matter, just plain ugly ppl...its mean but fun stuff....and we call hott girls, such as ourself, cheetios but we only call ourselfs cheetios cause that would be weird if we called other girls cheetios, and we call HOTTIE'S (guys) doritios cause we wanna eat 'em....WHOA...NVM....not like that...hehehe....yeah well anyways post more later gotta do some stuff....thats right...STUFF. catcha laters

xoDonnieDarko......MY SECRET LOVER.....hahaha luv yah SarOh

I LOVE MY LOVERS!!!!! hahaha yeah, ya'll know who you are heh anyways keep spreading the news !i!SarOh!i!

K well, i think this site is pretty shweet so far but i'm still searching! WHOOSH dumb douche bags