~/~ got my results back today~/~ yay!!!!!! kinda... went back to the doctors...nothings wrong with my brain...so....now i gotta go to a heart doctor...and if nothing wrong with my heart....well...basically he said something is wrong with my heart. either its not pumping right or the blood isnt getting out right or something like that....actually, i'm a lil scared. i go next wednesday... *lots of hard times=lots of headaches* "someone who is as heathly as you are shouldn't be having these problems and i'm seriously concerned. a heathly person at your age should not be fainting that much or even getting dizzy as much as you do..." my grandma said that i might just be a little anemic, i might just be lacking iron and or could be constantly dehydrated. i have no clue but whatever it is i'm hoping its not too bad, i know its not good but i hope its not terrible. this is serious, seriously scary...

going crazy crazy crazy crazy...thinking about you baby...NOT. stupid dick... yoo hoo i got 2 huge bruises on my arm and a giant bruise on my leg. you DONT want to know how i got them there. be mean. be angry. its fuuun. "you are soo mean" you know how many times i heard that today? alot. wana know if i care? psht, i dont. if your mean to me, i'll be mean right back. actually, scratch that, i'll b e mean to you anyways....ehehehe heh

listening to system of a down and thinking of you. screaming to s.o.a.d. and picturing screaming at you. enjoy. wanna know the reason for my anger? ask my so called "friends". *i f***ing love you too* ............................................................................... QUIZ RESULTS: THE OREO PERSONALITY TEST YOU ARE CHEERFUL and sunny. Everyone likes you because you are always upbeat. You like to sugar-coat unpleasant experiences. You are excellent at helping people look at bad situations in a good light. You can totally lose yourself in music. You would make a great actor. ............................................................................... ~~~~Crazy Lines~~~~ *The only person the killer wants to kill is the killer inside* -Don't live for today, don't live for tomorrow, live for God- {Don't waste your time trying to impress the opposite sex because the person you're going to end up with is going to like you for who you are. It's already planned out, so relaxe, they'll come to you, your turn shall be soon enough!} >Live your life before you can't. You can be depressed when you're dead.< \/\Look through the inside and work your way out./\/......................HAVE MORE.................BUT DON'T WANNA TYPE ANYMORE...................

...wHOA nOW~gOOD gOSH... afrodesiac: A hot, sexy black man. Afro is optional. Example: Ooh, girl, check out the afrodesiac walking this way. SlangSite.com - The Slang Dictionary

*bite me* =) *with a smile* ------------------------------------------------------------ If i'm the problem then i'm the killer...if you want to kill me, kill me. i'd looooove to watch you try. ----------------------------------------------------------- AMANDA LYNN...who the heck names their kid an instrument? *AMANDA*LYNN*? come on now! so i stayed in this place called KISSIMMEE {-Kiss-a-Me} and i was on the phone telling someone that, and they didnt hear me the first time so i said "-KISS-ME- YOU FOOL!" not thinking of course...and this dude looked at me funny because you couldnt tell i was on my phone either...yah. too many good stories to come back with...oh and once.......... ------------------------------------------------------------ technical difficulties...*BOOM* ower see iz hear ------------------------------------------------------------ ~*~if only~*~ ------------------------------------------------------------ }{if you bug me, you're not worth my time. i'm sick of worthless friends that waste MY time. This is to all my friends, my true true TRUUUUUUE friends...}{ I LOVE YOU && SMILE BECAUSE I'M SICK OF BEING SAD...BEING DEPRESSED OVER PPL THAT DONT CARE! =) MOVE ON!!! BABY! MOVE ON!!!! =P OH && THANK YOU THOMAS!!!! moocho lub to all my peeps, if you will. ------------------------------------------------------------ Parents...one of a kind. actually not really, they're all the same... FREAK-aaaaaaa- anyways have a good day cause i'm not, so you should for me ----------------------------------------------------------- As if there were anything else to be doing *if i ran up and down the street yelling "bananas, bananas" what do you think would happen?* -->SILLY OLD ME, AND I ASK MYSELF WHY PEOPLE DON'T LIKE MEiF i dIED tOMORROW, wHAT wOULD yOU dO?

like i said, being sad is over rated..... maybe i'll become a saint when i die. whoah. i kinda almost made myself laugh about that one. well anyways. doubt i will but it was fun to type. *hearts*/*broken*

"(Can't You) Trip Like I do" am i finally making you happy? is this finally what YOU wanted? you say youdont like it when my friends call you and hang up on you. well how do you like this? when i hang up on you? is that better? just wondering. trying to get it right for you. because i want to know what you want. throw a hockey stick at me, pweeze. no no, throw a baseball at me, pweeze. i beg of you. hit somewhere where i'll bleed. like badly. so then i can tell ppl you made me bleed. like george. *SO, LIKE ME AND MY FRIEND COURTNAE HAVE A SUPER EXCELLENT PLAN....HEH... so court just got a new house and there are some el super extremo hotties next door. so we're guna like climb out her window onto the roof while they're have a party and be all like "HEY" and flash them and moon them and junk!!! eek fun stuff!* ---i dare you to tell me you hate me, with a straight face. woo. what a challenge for you!---

my kisses=pain. your kisses=pain. THE kisses=FULLNESS+~SMILES~ LIFE, FLOATING FAST AWAY... FROM THE MOMENT YOU LEFT I KNEW THAT SOMETHING WASNT RIGHT, BUT THIS FEELING INSIDE HAS KEPT ME UP ALL NIGHT. -*SF* Wow. If I were any more confused, i think i'd be you about me. so i'm suppose to go back to the doctors this thursday, i'm afraid they're goin to say i have a limited amount of time to live...no lie... i'm scared. -i want you to hold me. please. just hold me. let the tears run down my face, and dont laugh when i dont know the answers to ur questions. let me let it out. please. do it for me.- when IS that ONE true SOMEONE going to come? because i've been waiting for aaalong time now and to be quite honest with you, i'm ready.

D.Y.E. we won our dance competition (NATIONALS!). YAY=D ... and how am i doing, good question. I'm sick, again...5th freaking time in not even a year!!!! ...atleast VBS is over with... sTUFF -->blank times as they say. never a good day in my life. if only i had it. too bad so sad. too much to handle with only one space left. what DOES this all mean?

(quiet whisper) pooooooo fooooooo so, i am here and like, yeah, i'm here. where are you? i'm so like waiting, or am i? dont member. so then, allof a sudden, you're gone and i know it even though i cant see you i know it. its weird very weird. so i start walking home right but then like i feel you again like near me but i still cant see you. i feellike you are where i was so i run back but of course you arent there. so i leave. i find out you never really were there, you were never real. and how does that make me feel...terrible, actually, i feel great. GLAD you're gone. i know you want to kill me so go ahead, just make sure and video tape it so i can watch later -\-beat that shit with a stick-/- ------------------------------------------------------------