eewwww and so there was 5 orange ones and 3 yellows and 1 purple freak it loser i hate DINOS i ate the oranges first, just pushed them into my mouth and almost up chucked alil. i cant stand dinos now the yellows, they're goin down pretty good. and purple, fabtastic...ewh, dont say that ever again. this time i did puke, but not because of this, because of you. I HATE DINOS ANYWAYS

i reached my hand into the dinos and sharks box and i pulled out some dinos i dont like dinos i like sharks there's guna be a problem sir, a huge problem so i said suck a.....and eat a....and bite a....and stick a....in your mouth...and...

dont love me, because i dont want love. i just want to be happy. my scars are almost gone... crap i promise(d)

So, i saw a bush today. What did you see? the sky? your hands? your face? wow, fun stuff. congrates too, on your new baby and all, whats that, you didnt kno u were guna be a parent? oh so sorry. you can always put it up for adoption because after all, that is the loving option. i wish i was adopted, or put up for adoption. that'd be cool. give me a stick and i'll hit you. give me a gun and i'll shoot you. give me a match and i'll burn you. but give me you thoughts, your darkest thoughts, and what do i do with them? I dont. I dont listen to you when you speak. YOU ARE SUCH A fool to me. have fun, oh so much fun, watching me die, i bet it'll be a great show to watch. and hey, while ur at it, laugh at me too. like you always do. it'll be better this way, trust me. why should you trust me, because i never trusted you. i cant wait till the day i die but until then i'll just smile and act like i'm happy just to piss everyone else off. i hope i made your day. suck it ***IN YOU FACE, IN YOU FACE***

*Some-where over the rainbow...i saw a fish. i got sad and ran to my dad, and tripped on my way there...* i'm dead now yay --------------- skateboarding is FUNNER in da dark ~you got back. i got back, & you got front. i got front. so when you put us together we make, well one hott ...THING ~ < > >< > < >< ^^ >^< ^ OOH BABY '-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-'-' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' '_'_'_'_'_'_'_'_'_'_'_'_'_'_'_' -_- BREATH }{ {} }{ {} }{

!My head is beating like the "tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick ticking" a watch makes! It hurts to breath. My neck feels huge! it looks huge too. being sick is awesome...too bad i still gotta do school. =( BLAH BLAH BLAH. what did you say? hmmm. so weak. so hurt. i love life. do you? ha ha ha you laugh. well, why are you laughing? thats not funny. IT'S not funny. you're not funny. ok, laugh. but only because I'm funny. okay?!?!

*LOVE* lethal orthopedic vomiting embryos ~fudgecicles~

**********I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. I DONT CARE, I REALLY JUST DONT CARE ANYMORE!********** whats the point in keeping a diary? i think ppl who keep diary's keep them only because they want ppl to find them and read them so they'll feel sorry for them later. If you want to keep things to yourself, dont write them down. Keep them in your heart and in your head. and if you forgot what you wanted to keep, well then maybe it was meant to be forgotten. it must have not been that important then, DUH. ~crack head~

when i see rain, i think of peace. when i see sunshine, i think of happiness. when i see snow, i think of gentleness. when i see hail, i think of anger. when i see sleet, i think of confusion. when i feel the wind, i think of your hands. when i see you, i think of your perfect life. when i see me, i see nothing. i see right through me. i see my mistakes and my weak spots. i think of how foolish i am, of how useless i am, of how weird i am. you say "you have it all, whats the problem?" the problem is i dont want it. i cant just be happy and live with it either. i need...i need you. i have no idea who "YOU" are, but all i know is, i need you. make me whole. fit my piece in your puzzle. i'll do anything you say. i need you. there is nothing more to it, i just plain and simply need you. i, need YOU. catch me doing something i'm not suppose to be doing. punish me. hurt me. i'll act like it hurts and like i want you to stop. but nothing can be more painful than this. the ugly on your face reminds me of grass. the same grass i shared that strong feeling with you. that feeling of bee's stinging your insides. or kind of like a rope rapped around your stomach with someone pulling on it. that feeling came from the first time we touched. we watched the sunset fade away. and even when it was gone, we were still there. not a single sound could either of us hear. not one movement. until you took me by the hands, looked me in the eyes and said,"i love you". you told me you loved me, and i believed you. you lied. i acted like i didnt care. i did. you left. i stayed. you passed by. i turned away. the ugly on you face was too much to handle. the same ugly face that reminds me of grass. the same grass i shared that one strong feeling, WITH YOU. One thing always leads to another. so what does another lead to? another? so what about after another? does that lead to a thing? then that thing leads to another? and all over again? or does another lead to another thing which leads into a thing which is really another? maybe another is really a thing. so in that case: one thing always leads into another...THING. right? hmm. so another=thing? or is another ment to be ANOTHER? =/ (?) =( give me a penny to stop staring at you. give me a nickel to stop talking to you. give me a dime to leave you alone. give me a quarter to stop dreaming about you. give me a dollar to stop caring about you. give me everything to stop liking you. but, you wouldnt be able to give me anything to stop me from remembering you...and all the great times we shared.

~If I put a dent in your face, will you put one in mine?~ {How can you love someone so strongly, when you hate them so badly?} -->Take me higher and I'll take you with me.