• Ugghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Happy New Years Eve. If you've known me since the beginning of my time here, you may know that I hate New Years. It depresses me. The Death of 2010. Last year was the Death of 2009. Honestly, I don't even remember you. This was a good year though, for me. I mean, compared to my other years, this was a good year. =================== But there's a New Years "Party" I'm to go to tonight. It's at Whosit's house. It's a family party. Our gang of 6 was supposed to go. But the twins can't go, and another can't go. So that leaves 3. Me. Whosit. And Whatsername (I wish I could remember their nicknames) Whosit is going to have to talk to other people considering it's her family's party. I don't want to sit in that house for hours and hours just talking to one/two people. Especially Whosit because I can't talk to her. She's too. . . She just doesn't get sociality. It's one thing not to like it. To be shy. To be quiet. But she just doesn't understand it. She says the wrong things at the wrong time. She says things that should never be said, because they are vocal taboo. She tells girls that a certain boy likes her because She likes the boy and is upset about it. She tells her mom that a certain boy took a bottle of alcohol out of the fridge and jokingly said "How about we drink this?" And now the mom makes sure she hides the alcohol when we come over because she thinks we are going to drink it. All because a certain person made some stupid not-even-a-joke. Why would you tell her that? That's not a vocal thing. I wish I could hear those conversations. ======================= Anyways. You know who else is going to be at this party? My next-door-neighbors. I've lived here 6 years, and I've never met my neighbors. Apparently, they don't even know I exist. When Whosit showed them a picture of me, they said "I've seen their daughter and the little boy, but I've never seen that kid before" They have no friggen idea that I'm even alive. I've made it 6 years without them knowing me, I'd like to continue that. But no. I have to go to this party that they are at. I'm going to Have to introduce myself. Because we're going to be in the same house. With Whosit and Whosit's mom who are going to force me to meet them. I don't want to. I don't want to go to this party at all anymore. I'm better off alone. Ack. It's New Years. And this is how I am going to celebrate the death of the old year and birth of the new. At a party I don't want to be at full of people I don't want to be with. So I'm going to have Time to sit and think about how I won't be able to write -10 anymore. It'll be -11. ====================== We're another year into the new decade. The tens. Idk what it's called. And I'm feeling good about it. For years and years and years I've been wishing that the '10's would follow suit. How the 70's are like the 90's How the 80's are like the 00's And the 10's have potential to be the new 70's/90's I'm liking it. We'll see though. I could be making stuff up. I haven't listened to the radio that much lately to hear the crap techno. AU REVOIR. Et Adieu, 2010.

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